Chapter 4 Never wanted a mate!

GIOVANNI'S POV~

I stormed down the hallway, fists clenched, unable to think of anything but the anger and frustration boiling inside me.

My steps were heavy, each one fueled by the fire of my emotions. I was breathing hard, my breath coming in short, sharp bursts.

My eyes were narrowed, and my whole body was rigid with tension. I felt like I was about to explode. To destroy something.

Once I slammed open the door to my office again, my eyes landed on the figure on my chair, I slowly straightened and glared.

I snapped. "Stand!"

And she did, but there was mischief in her eyes, a sly smile tugging on her lips, but it only made my jaw tighten.

For a sexual partner, Jannie was extra clingy, and she was the perfect distraction. Used and then thrown aside, then to be used again.

My eyes roamed across Jannie's body as she sashayed toward me, her heels clicking on the tiles.

"Hello Gio–"

I didn't let her speak before I slammed my lips on hers angrily, turning her over so her back could forcefully hit on the wall, a gasp escaped her before she followed the rhythm of my forceful kiss.

My fingers wove into her hair, as I wrenched her head to the side forcefully, fucking her mouth furiously, unleashing the frustration in me on her.

We broke the kiss when she slightly pushed me away, a seductive smile on her lips, then she raised the tip of her toe to kiss my lips, I did nothing but give her a cold stare.

Jannie was already used to this, she was unaffected.

"I'm thirsty, Gio–"

I cut her off with a hard tone. "It's Alpha Giovanni to you!"

Her smile faltered before it rose again. She slowly nodded.

"Alpha Giovanni, I'm thirsty. You have something to drink from?" Her eyes glided from my face down to the bulge in my pants, Jannie licked her lips in anticipation.

I say nothing, taking my time to scrutinize the woman before me. She was nothing like Penelope, my new mate. Sexy yes, but boring.

There was no ounce of innocence in her. Her eyes were dark with lust and mischief, she had on a flimsy crop top that showed the pointed tip of her nipples through the material and I could tell she had no bra on, and a short skirt that entirely showed her thighs.

Anger bubbles into my chest again. Why the fuck do I still keep letting that weak girl, come into my head over again.

Pushing away Penelope's image off my head, my eyes gleamed darkly.

"On your knees!" I bark, clamping my hand on the slit in my pant.

Jannie doesn't listen, she instead takes a step toward me, slowly removing her blouse from her body and as expected, her bare breasts toppled out.

"Allow me to take care of you, Alpha. You'll never let anyone fuck you ever except me." She grinned, slowly going down on her knees and then crawling close to place her hand on my pant.

My brow rose but nevertheless, I gripped her hair forcing her closer.

"Get my cock out, Jannie!"

Jannie quickly did, freeing my cock from my pants, and I slapped the heavy shaft of my cock against her mouth. "Now suck like the trained whore you're!"

Jannie giggled, licking her lips. "You're so so big."

I tightened my grip on her hair, in order to get her to shut up, she winced.

Her lips were searing hot and wet as they engulfed the head of my cock. I didn't let her take her time to get used to the size of my cock. I pulled my cock out, holding her tightly by the hair, as I rubbed the shaft up and down, then across her face, again and again.

I slapped both cheeks quite harshly with my cock, she flinched but was enjoying it.

Then I forced the head into her mouth again, and she gagged. She coughed once, and I let her to take in a little breath before I forced it further this time.

"Take as much as you can, slut. More! You're not even trying, go fucking deeper!" I was getting frustrated.

She gagged again, coughed again, her eyes misty and they widened in shock as the ferocity I was using this time to fuck her mouth but I gave no damn.

I forced it into her mouth again, over and over. I used that mouth for my pleasure, making it clear that she was passive in the servicing of my cock. And I would use her mouth just as selfishly, harshly and cruelly just the way I wanted.

Penelope's face appeared in my head again, causing me to instantly loosen the grip on Jannie's hair for a second before tightening it again. Fuck!

"Suck faster and harder bitch!"

Her head was bobbing at a rapid pace then, the tight clutch of her lips threatening to undo me.

Then her fingers slided under the sensitive underside of my scrotum, gently squeezing it.

She moaned, going frantic as she sucked me. Driving up furiously into her, making her gag, my semen shot up, sliding onto her face.

I threw a hard look at her. "Lick it all."

Jannie cackled, the sound irritating the shit out of me.

She stood, about to begin to entirely undress, when I stopped her with two words. "Get out. We're done!"

Her brows furrowed as she gave me a confused look. "We're stopping? Just like that?" Her tone displayed her disbelief. I didn't bother to repeat. Standing I moved to get the wine glass from the little shelf in the room.

"Alpha Giovanni… how can we stop when we haven't done anything yet?" She continued to whine while I sipped my wine.

My tone turned bored. "There's no need for that anymore… I have a Luna now and you know what that means."

Jannie's face instantly turned bright red, her eyes narrowed in anger as she snarled. "So? She's just a useless wolf who's not worthy of you.”

"Shut up! It's not for you to judge." I snarled at her, my eyes flashing bright red, "Leave before more serious results happen."

Jenny whispers something when leaving. I didn't care.

I slowly slumped back to my chair, staring at the door Jannie had passed through. I had no idea why I had reacted that way, was it to defend my mate or my honor? I was not an emotional man, I had control over my emotions but yet I had reacted on hearing her speak against Penelope …

No, that can't be… perhaps it was because she had talked back to me.

I sighed, rubbing my temples as I shut my eyes.

Penelope's image seemed to appear in my head again, her broken expression, the way she had stared at me like a horrifying creature.

My stomach dropped.

Fuck! I hated these emotions. They were so irritating and it made my head and heart ache.

My wolf snarled, disagreeing with me. "You're just a jerk to our mates! Why even think about that whore! We don't need her around anymore!"

This infuriated me further.

"Shut the fuck up!" I snarled, and then stood, blocking our link and began to pace about like a crazed man.

I gave no fuck what Jannie did with the sexual relationship we had. She had gone about spreading her bullshits to all the pack members that she was my girlfriend and soon-to-be Luna, I mean who cared?

I was so focused on myself, my family and the pack that I didn't have time or energy to spare for someone who didn't deserve it.

Only reason why she had stayed longer was because her father had saved my father's life. It made me feel indebted to her.

Fuck! My anger bubbled again.

I slumped on the chair again, my eyes on the ceiling while I swirled on the swivel chair.

I hated how much I had indulged in thinking about a wolfless mate. This was unlike me, who never wanted a mate ever.

Of all mates to choose from, why would I be fated with one who had no wolf? It was nothing but a shame!

I wish I had given more time and attention to myself! I had spent so many years taking care of the pack and its members and had no time to search for a suitable mate for myself.

Everyone else thought it was because I was a bloodthirsty monster, and as for the other packs who heard about me, they all assumed me to be an ugly figure, who the fuck cared about their opinions?

Not me!

I neither cared about their opinions and neither did I ever desire a mate! Mates did nothing but made life miserable and weaker for werewolves! I don't care if no one agrees with me.

I have seen lots of strong men, strong warrior Alphas who lost their Lunas, they had suffered to the extent of going insane and wanting to commit suicide, how about the pain from rejections and the silly emotions that comes with the links?

Screw them all!

The reason I've only desired a Luna, was just for the title sake and nothing else. I chose the Nightfall's pack as the suitable pack to pick from because I've overheard many words about the Alpha's daughter's tremendous beauty, who had a strong alpha blood.

But never I had expected to be conned.

My wolf growled again, slightly growing aggressive as he snarled, baring his fangs at me.

I rolled my eyes.

"We would be greatly punished for betraying our mates! This is all your fault!"

"Just shut the fuck up, will you!" I stood, my veins protruding in my forehead. "We were the ones deceived, lied to and played! Penelope was no different, she had played along! She is no nice woman, why should I fucking care?!" I barked, silencing it.

My wolf just barked, and said nothing anymore.