Chapter 24: Closure

IT TOOK me weeks to think thoroughly about the choices that Yolanda suggested. At first, I don't think that I needed that but days go by and I can't figure things clearly on my mind, I decided to consider her said 'choices'. At sa ilang linggong iyon ay pakiramdam ko mababaliw na ako sa kaiisip at sa pangungulila ko sa mga anak ko. Iba pala ang pakiramdam na kasama ko sila, nakikitang nakangiti ang nanay nila at nararamdamang gumagalaw sila. Sa ilang linggong paghihiwalay naming ito dahil sa kagaguhan ko ay napakarami ko ng nakaligtaan sa buhay ng mga anak ko.

Mas lalo yata akong masisiraan ng ulo dahil wala akong mapagtanungan. Vivorie isn't responding to my messages asking how they are doing and if she does, her replies will always be "stop pestering my friend! She's happy without you and we could raise the twins without your help!" Of course I understand her anger towards me but... Can't I just get an update for my babies?

Tangina mo, Silas! Bobo ka? Noong nakaraang araw lang s