Chapter 37

CARLA

Jayden and I went back to the suite after spending time together at the rooftop. I successfully told him about my feelings, though I'm still worried. I'm not worried about myself but for him. He will get criticized, he's going to embarrassed a lot. This is part of why I never wanted s relationship, because my partner would pay for my mistakes.

I don't regret ever doing what I did, because that's what really defines me. I do not care what people say about me, it's irrelevant. I have learnt to manage myself for years. But Jayden, he's going to be in a lot of trouble because of me. This could even bring a drastic change in his life. I want to avoid that, still I can't ignore what my heart wants.

"What are you thinking about?" He asked me.

We laid together in bed wearing our pyjamas. We cuddled each other watching the TV.

"How I'm going to miss you when I leave." I replied.

"Then don't leave."

"Okay."

He stopped to look at me, "That was a joke. You don't want to be here, I ca