"Why didn't you tell us?" aniya.
I did not answer there. I seem to be innovating over the years. All the pain that I suffered were too much to ask for. I don't want to add more. And Daddy asking me made the pain loosen up a bit.
The hard work. I can not accept...
It was then fine, but little did I know there's another wave of pain, that made my heart shattered more. I thought then it was over. It's like a dream with a countless of melancholic scene.
I turned to Rina while talking. She sighed as she stared at me fully. He didn’t question me after I told him a few details. But I know she's just doing her best to stay silent. To remain my composure.
His nose was red there. She's too fair that it's too visible. She wiped away her tears as she watched me. My chest clenched there. Through out the years I've been keeping it for myself, I finally opened it up.
"I was stoic person. I don't had plenty friends…" I paused to breathed.
<My tears kept pouring there. Daddy was in tears to as I hugged him tight. I didn’t quit there. Like I wanted it badly. How I yearn for it a long time ago. And now I just finally did.And what made my heart shattered is how they planned to surprise me back then. How Mommy feel sorry for me, and how they want to talk about how I feel all the time."Honey ..." I laugh there.My voice was hoarse as I sobbed."We're sorry hija.""I don't know ..." Daddy uttered.I went up there. Daddy's tears flowed."That you're suffering too much.""We're not there. I failed to hold the three of you." Daddy's voice cracked there."Then I found out."His voice hoarse as he shut his eyes tightly. I smiled bitterly there. All the time, Ambre hold his promises for me. That's why I hated him. Always like that. He's too soft on me. Even if I drive him away a few times. He still made it easy for me."When I saw a lecturer of pa
"Melfer, wants to meet you!" she insist."I'm busy for that, Bianca." I said.He laughed. "So do you admit dating, Tyler ?!"My lips were in a grim line. I didn't expect Bianca to tell it to me."Tyler wasn't my type." I promised sparingly."He's soft. Unlike Thomas you know?"I was even more overwhelmed. I didn't want to hear that name. And as if Bianca would feel it. I smirked at him after seeing how his eyes twinkled as he compared the two."Well, Thomas lips were sexy And Tyler lips were seducing." She said seductively."What the fuck!""I remember, Ingrid. You tried kissing Thomas. You did, but you didn't suck it."aniya."Who's better. Tyler or Thomas lips ?!" aniya.I took my eyes off him. And for a moment. I glance at Thomas, eyeing me. I matched his gaze, and eventually I let go. My lips were shaking knowing Thomas hear it. I fixed my gaze on his distance from us. But why do I care? I shouldn'
I didn't know what to react all of a sudden. Why, I'm still at the verge of remembering him. That no matter how hard I try to bury it in oblivion, I still can't do it. I held a sigh as I paved my to stop the circling questions on me.I looked up at Centru. His eyes were still on me as I tried harder to conceal all my irriational thoughts. He smiled at me cheerfully as I force mine too.I thought if you feel pain thrice, you'll be immune for it. But it's too unbearable. You can still feel it, just like the same. Even for the people surrounded by me. I can tell how grief they are holding based on their eyes."So still, Doc…" I uttered calmly.I sighed as I heard the cry behind the glass. It was as if a dagger had pierced me at the sight. It felt nostalgic to me watching it. Watching someone this in tears."Check the vitals, Ria."I nodded there. I immediately came up to check for the patient vitals. And I smiled as a relief when it's al
I didn't know what to react all of a sudden. Why, I'm still at the verge of remembering him. That no matter how hard I try to bury it in oblivion, I still can't do it. I held a sigh as I paved my to stop the circling questions on me.I looked up at Centru. His eyes were still on me as I tried harder to conceal all my irriational thoughts. He smiled at me cheerfully as I force mine too.I thought if you feel pain thrice, you'll be immune for it. But it's too unbearable. You can still feel it, just like the same. Even for the people surrounded by me. I can tell how grief they are holding based on their eyes."So still, Doc…" I uttered calmly.I sighed as I heard the cry behind the glass. It was as if a dagger had pierced me at the sight. It felt nostalgic to me watching it. Watching someone this in tears."Check the vitals, Ria."I nodded there. I immediately came up to check for the patient vitals. And I smiled as a relief when it's al
"Say it to me, Ria?""Are you mad at me?" his voice were rasp as I tried harder to conceal how funny he is.He came up to hug me. I maintain my composure, the same as my cold facade. His brow shot up as he make a funny face at me.I shook there and laughed. We both bark a laughter as I lean against him. He let it go. Suddenly my irritational thoughts runs what may happen. I am trying my best now to be fully equipped what future might be. Because life isn't always taught smile along the way. You'll learned from it's pain and waves of obstacles."I'm not mad at you, Centru."His lips rose as he craned his neck to give me a peck of kiss. I smiled there sweetly as we both watch the gloomy skies in the bench. But why does every happiness had a cost? And it can be too much.I looked up at Rina and Centru there. They are busy with their papers while I finished mine. I watch them. I was stuck as I checked my phone. I smiled when Daddy saw that.
"I heard you sing but only once, Ria…" Centru state at me."I just caught you…"I immediately shook my head there. The camera were still focused on me as both Rina and Elton cheered for me.I could see the twinkle in Rina's eyes on the side of mine. Like she knows how badly I want to sing but I'm just avoiding it for some reason. Because I remember someone.But can I just be with ease now? Because I don't want Ambre to be sad up there watching me."Please?" he uttered calmly.All the rage of heat arises as I face him. I smiled there. I chuckled as they're waiting for my response. Rina was silent on the side as she dropped off some food.My lips twistded there."Fine, what would you like me to sing?" I stated curiously.Rina grinned at me."Whatever…""Let's say the one you're favorite to sing ..."I nodded there."You're beautiful ah?" Elton chuckled.I saw Rina stari
"Tita…" my voice started to tremble."Daddy poison himself…" my voice cracked.That's when my tears started to flow. How Daddy can leave me that easily. How life's so biased with me the whole time. I was not on my own as I watched the emptiness. Daddy died on arrival. I couldn't think properly. I couldn't eat. Everything. It's like I want to follow.I was breaking down as I smell the familiar scent of hospital. Tita held me tightly as I tried to hold back my tears. But I couldn't. All of us were in tears.I saw how the nurse look away after a minute. That's when I knew. I bit my lip as I always prepared myself for what I could hear. And I'm right. Dad leave me too.I closed my eyes as I remembered everything. The throbbing pain on me still awaken everytime I see his pictures. Why all of a sudden, Dy? I want to question everything, but I'm too exhausted for it.Daddy's cremenated. My eyes started to watered again at the realizat
Ingrid's Point of View. I watch my brown wavy hair on my back. I raised my gaze and hovered over the dim light in the living room. It's not too dark yet, so my complexion is noticeable. I eyed my phone, while my Mommy was busy putting a light makeup to even tone my skin."Will you send for, Frael?" aniya."He'll pick me up, Thomas."He looked up at me. I could see the shock in his eyes at what I heard."Don't you say you're flirting?" he said in a whisper.I looked at him nicely putting a little color on my face. I sighed when I heard her gasp when I tried to looked at her."There's nothing wrong with that-""How old are you again, hija? You're starting to be a model. I don't want you to be stuck with what you want just because of that love." aniya.Her mixed tone for sarcasm amd worried