Ingrid's Point of View
As far as I want to conceal the pain, I could do nothing, but to cry over and over. I can't quite imagine, how I endured his paralyzed stare, as he watched me. It seems that all the barrier I am putting to me, won't even pass by his alluring stare.
"Is it Sunday too, Ingrid? Do you have anything new ?!"
My knees softened in his cold tone. I tried to compose myself, to look back with my blank expression, but I couldn't. It was as if he was manipulating me every time I tried to stare at him. It’s scorching, and I don’t want to think I’ll give up just in case.
I put aside my thoughts and stared at his defiant gaze. It resembles those very intimidate eyes, that I once can't met before. It used to be, but as I try myself to remember how far he is to reach, I get depressed. Not because I like hi
My eyes then glided at Rina and Elton. The weddings over. I wiped away my tears as I approached them.Rina chuckled. "Single, Doc?"I shook there and laughed. I rolled my eyes at Elton who's behind her murmuring something."He doesn't seem to be crying…" I teases him.His brow shot up and laugh at my mocked. It was as if someone had caressed my chest there. Slightly my eyes found Alonzo. I immediately shuddered as he approached our band. I know he'll offer me again to try modeling.Rina and Elton said goodbye to go to a few tables. I nod at them as I glance to Alonzo. My eyes met who was with him. How would I never know, Ingrid huh?"Why not try to-" I grinned as I cut him.I laughed when I saw his reaction there. Ingrid laugh to as I smiled to her. My heart rumbled a bit as I recalled how like nothing changes."Model again?" I said.Alonzo caressed me as I sipped on the wine."Exactly, hija…"
"Lets say eight years?"Her eyes widened there. She shook his head there. When I started to work part time on Alonzo, Ingrid wasn't there. Just when, three years and counting huh?"Perhaps, you have no intention of coming back?" she asked curiously.My lips rose there. I'm expecting she's gonna question it. I bit my lip at the thought. How after those eight years I'm finally coming back at home. Free again. But I would dare if I had the chance too. So far, I'm fine with that. I sighed as I thought of a few details. I almost forbid to not remember any single thing of it.I chuckled as I lifted my eyes on her."I really don't know…""Busy, Ingrid." I added.He nodded there while sipping. She then glanced at me to ask another question and I hope it's not too tough."Uhm, you didn't do socials right?"I frowned there, before finally answering."Yeah, I don't have one…"I know she was so shocked fo
"You really resemble, Amber huh?"My chest ached for a moment at that. But I immediately conceal it."I miss him, Ate…""I hope he's not gone…" he said coaxing.My breath hitched as I tried to plaster a smile. I couldn’t help but smile forever as I turned to him. I just sighed and stoke his hair watching me."But he's watching us three right, Ate?" he asked innocently.I nodded there. I gasp as Rina hugged me tightly. My chest tightened as he kissed me hard. Her eyes started to watered when she lifted his eyes at me."Sorry, Ria…" she whispered at me.I smiled there indilgently as I eyed Elton and Centru."Congrats, Doc" he chuckled.I barely laughed there. I nod as a response as I glance at Centru who's looking at me intently. I craned my neck to fully eyed him. He smiled boyishly like before."It's nice to see you again, Ria…"I closed my eyes tightly to see the sa
Ingrid Point of ViewI sighed as I recall all the stuffs back there. How Alforo contacted me, but Ria just retorting it.I shut my eyes there. The hardest part of being alone were crept within me. And what's more bothered me was the new feeling of air. I can’t quite imagine that I would reach this point. But I guess its normal, and what made it normal was my feelings of settling free. It’s been a long time something I don’t want to get rid of, but as time goes on I know it’s slowly fading away.My heart skipped a beat as I reminice my first day in New York. It was as heavy as the rain poured that day. I don't want you to go back, but the past was a great part of every success. Maybe it’s just like that really, more painful, more learning. I smiled to the glistering shadow in night. I sipped o
My life were usual for the past days and weeks. All the shows, and my runaway I don’t see Thomas. It's better if I will let myself not overthink of something, especially since Alonzo has already noticed that.I glanced at Kier, my long time partner in modeling career. I always had this feeling that he's hitting on me, but I guess he's just being friendly."Many are curious, Ingrid .. Do you already have a boyfriend?" The Emcee teases us.He jokingly glanced at Kier next to him before turning back to me. I laughed at him, while I catch the serious gaze of Kier beside me. Well, they say that we had a secret relationship with my co-model and we just didn’t want to admit it, and I was enlightened with my one on one interview and many still don’t believe.My lips rose and half-open. Can't figure out if to laugh because this question has been asked several times."No. I'm just more focus on works and modeling .." I said wholeheartedly.
With jaw clenching I grinned at him. She seems annoyed with every question I ask about them and Jiusel. Well, maybe he's shy, but I'm not sure of it. My lips parted and I turned to him. My lips started to curved when I saw confusion on his eyes. Obviously unwilling to answer my question.I snapped at him. Her every move was emphatic, as she picked up the cutlery. The sharp eye took too long to focus on food."I'll just want to know. Is that forbidden?"The storm in his eyes tell how strict and serious he is. I eyed him intently, not focusing on his expression, but for his answer."Fine .. She's doing well." aniya.I don’t know why, but I sense something unusual. I just ignored it and continued eating. From time to time I saw his glance but it didn’t last long either.I'm not sure if I'm comfortable whether he's near or around, but I want to stay compose, and professional. We're here to discuss something, and maybe a little questi
I didn't know that I'll be back for it again. Like a ton of waves circling around on me, hanging like a chained. Like how the sunset become an epitome of light and a single hope shining with it. But still it won't last, because darkness might take over. No it will consume it.I closed my eyes tightly to see the sadness in Rina's eyes. Three days after Centru and I broke up, I immediately knew this would happen.I sat while they watched. Rina didn't smile even I tried harder. I could feel his detachment there. I was about to utter a words when she started to bombard me."We know you're mourning, Ria!""But it doesn't mean you'll hurt, Centru…" she blurted out.I shut my eyes there. I bit my lip as I lifted my gaze to the book I was holding. We're supposed to be reviewing but I think that wouldn't do.I heard Elton sneeze there. I sighed and eyed the two of them. I could see the annoyance in Rina's eyes as she stared at me."Rina
Ingrid Point of View"What are you doing?" I lashed out.I stared as he did not speak. His arms snaked around my waist that an urge beating occur. I don't know when I felt like this again, all I know is it wasn't usual."Covering you, on camera."I sighed and drifted my eyes to the media who were busy. I adjusted myself before slowly removing his hold on me. Though, his grip wasn't hard, so it was also quickly removed.I chuckled and eyed the different luxury car. I wonder where his car was? I didn’t realize he was with me and had something to talk about. All I think were the his car.I grinned. "Thanks for being a gentleman, Thomas .."His thick brows shot up. He adjusted his clothes before finally glancing at me. If curse were free, I would probably curse him in anyway. His mouth was open watching me, I