Chapter 14

Sarah’s POV

I woke up to my alarm today. It’s going to be a very long and hectic day as it’s the party day. I have to pretend that me and Jan are a couple. Jan. I don’t know how yesterday night went and how has the night turned like this; from kissing and almost having sex to fighting and shouting to each other. I’m not very proud of my decisions but at that time it seemed like my only solution back then. However, when he asked my if I loved him or not I couldn’t say yes, I couldn’t do the same thing again because if I said yes I can’t leave after that. I don’t want to be back here after I graduate. Somehow, grandpa was right about forcing me about going there and that was the only reason that made me forgive him a little bit. So, I can’t give Jan hope. I can’t tell him that I still love him but whatsoever I am leaving after 2 months and never coming back except for holidays. I can’t be that selfish but he doesn’t seem to acknowledge that. I know he still loves me as much as I love hi