I have not seen Tyler for two days; I am hoping it is because he is busy and not that he is ignoring me. I don’t know how I ever thought that he would just accept what I did and move on. I hate being rejected this way, especially by the man I love. It is like my body disgusts him that he can't bear touching something so fifty. I am starting to doubt if he actually still loves me. I honestly think that he is never going to touch me again; he is stubborn that way.
We are back to where he cannot say that he loves me; just this time, he cannot touch me as well. How can he want to kiss me but not touch me? Makes no sense? There are days that I wonder what I am fighting for; it feels like nothing at all; our relationship must have just been doomed from the start. I feel like I am his prize locked up in his backyard. I must do as he says and not ask for anything in return. I don't know what to think about us anymore
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...Tyler POV...I am slowly going off my mind. I love Jenna so fucking much, but I do want to lose. I just can't get past her and Luke in my head; I cannot stop thinking of the woman I love being with another man. It is ripping me apart. It is tearing at my soul, and all I do is a drink to ease the pain.I have to do something about it. It has to stop.As I am sitting behind my desk nursing yet another hangover, I am startled by her voice."Morning, stranger.""Jenna, what are you doing here.""You ditched me this morning"I am sorry, I did not think that you were serious."She hands me a neatly packed container in her hand, "Her, I made you breakfast.""Seriously.""Yes, your favorite, just as you like it."I get off my chair and come around the table to where she is standing, "Is it okay to give you a hug.""Fuck, Tyler, you don't have to ask me for permission when you want to do some
I can see Tyler, with a very satisfied but somewhat frustrated smile, get back into his pants. He sees me cock my little head as I am busy stewing over something in my head."What changed?""what do you mean? What changed with what?"Your no-touching rule?""I saw the look in your eyes last night, and I knew if I do not do something, then I was going to lose you again."He draws his lips a little inch closer to him and lays a soft peck against my forehead, "Let us go hear what the problem is?"So as we get to the pub, yes, there is a problem."Dylan, what is the problem here?""Sandra punched Clara."I only but shake my head in disgust, "I swear that this bitch has not learned her lesson."She steps forward to me, "Who is your bitch you two-timing whore?""What did you just call me?""A whore, screwing everything that walks.""Says her that has been through four of the men here already."
This morning I wake up next to Tyler again, it almost feels like everything is back to normal, but I want to know why. Why did he change his mind so suddenly? He is lying next to me on his side, resting on his elbow, playing with my nipple. The longer and harder he circles, the more I get soaked in my own juices. I have missed his touch; I want to take him over and over again. I want to stay in this moment forever. His touch burns into my skin, his fingers melting into the tip of my nipples.Fuck I love him; I do not want to be anywhere else but in his arms, "You don’t even have a few minutes to spare?""I have to go to work. Come past my office before you pick Jessica up.""Have you found a new fetish?""What can I say? I love the thrill of being caught.""This time, we should not lock the door the door then."With that, he jumps out of b
Today I am taking Jessica to meet Luke. Luke was not very keen on the idea as he told me very frankly that he still loves me. I want him to move on, but he plainly refuses to; it breaks my heart cause I am the one that played with him, and now he is the one that is fucked with feelings he cannot do anything about.But I am lying to myself and to him.I am picking Jessica up at the tavern, and then we are heading straight for Luke. Today I am telling her the truth about Dylan."Hey, girl. Are you ready?""Jenna, I am nervous.""Why, it's just Luke?""Who says he will like me?""If he liked me, he would like you.""He still likes you.""I am off-limits.""Does he know?""I have not told him yet.""Well, in that case, I both think we can
This day has just gone from exciting to downright scary. I have never in my life lost so much control; I never knew I am capable of so much rage. There is blood on my hands; it is making me sick to my stomach. I am feeling so many different emotions, and none of them are good. My body and mind are falling apart; I am near the brink of collapsing."I am going to run you a bath.""No, it's too hot; just rinse me in the pool.""Are you sure?""Yes, but can I speak to Tyler first.Without answering, Luke takes my phone and dials Tyler's number, but he speaks to him first, "Hey, gorgeous.""Thanks for the compliment.""Where is Jenna?""Next to me.""What the fuck have you done to her?""Don't get so excited; I am just dialing the number for her.""Why can't sh
So Jessica and Dylan did leave town; after all, I was worried about how I would face hereafter beating the shit out of her. From what I heard from the town folk, she is really messed up quite badly. I am in no way proud of what I did. It serves her well though, nobody calls me a whore or a slut and gets away with it; even Clara knows that.But as they say, all actions have consequences, and even though I am the Sheriff's fiance, not even I can get away without punishment. Since I chased the pub's bartender out of town, I will have to fill in while Tyler finds a new one.Please, babe.""That is a shit nickname, and this is not up for discussion.""I can't even make my own coffee; how am I supposed to serve drinks.""Can you pour water in a glass?""Yes.""Then you know how to serve a drink.""There is plenty of other p
...Tyler POV...Things between Jenna and me have never been better than before. I can, with all honesty, say that I cannot wait to get to the woman with my dreams.I am watching her as the sun is laying warm on her soft skin. She looks like an absolute goddess lying here next to me.I slowly lean in and let my warm breath linger over the tip of her ear. "I love you.""Morning you."I smile at her, that feeling that feels the whimpers of pleasure I feel when I say it, I never want to let it go againSo I lean in once again; this time, she moves that fraction away. I take my thumb to her bottom lip and gently run it from one corner to the other. They are soft and smooth; her soft rosy lips make it slide with ease. She stops and nearly forgets to breathe as I move my thumb over and between the seams of her slightly parted lips.The heat between our bodies is unmistakable. Her breathing is short and shallow. She whispers, but her tremblin
...Tyler POV...As I see her drive out the driveway, the tears that have been threatening to consume my eyes and edge their way down my face come rolling with such great force. The raging anger that is suffocating every corner of my body lets loose like a beast. As far as my feet take me into the room, every single object that finds itself in my path shatters in pure brute force against the wall. The very bed that we made love on is torn to shreds until there is nothing but small pieces of fabric scattered over the floor. The chair she sat on where she so elegantly took those red stilettos off, finds its way through the window, glass shattering into fragments of nothing. I ram my fist with a hatred so raw in the mirror where she watched her reflection, hundreds of pieces cutting at the skin of my hand.I lay complete destruction to everything that is and was a part of her until I can say that for now, for this minute, I shall be rid of any thought of her. And when she