...Tyler POV...
It has been an agonizing wait, but we are finally here. We are making that stretch down to the Doctor’s rooms again.
The atmosphere is absolutely dead quiet, and there is no word from Jenna or Sandra, who has come along for some much-needed emotional support. None of us have an idea what to expect today, and to make it even more tense, Luke saw us enter the hospital as he was going through town.
I wish that he would leave, but there is absolutely nothing that I can do about it. So, I guess we are all having to live along in this little town; let us just hope that living along town is where it is going to stay today.
So after what seemed like the longest ten dreaded minutes of my life, we are finally sitting and now once again, waiting…waiting for the Doctor to come along and call us into his consultation room.
Then finally, as the clock strikes on the hour, he sticks his head through the door, “Come in, Tyler, Jen
...Tyler POV...It has been a week since we have found out that the boys are mine. I have asked Jenna if we can have some sort of a ceremony, even if it was just a dinner with our friends and family to give ourselves to each other as husband and wife again.So we are finding us at some quiet little restaurant down the road here from us in town. I can honestly say that I have never seen Jenna so radiant as I have seen her in days.As she sits here next to me, I know that I will never love another woman so much as I love her. And when she speaks next, my body tingles at the mere words that sound like the whispers of angels."Tyler, thank you for doing this for me.""I will do anything for you. Absolutely anything."She only but chuckles at me. That carefree laughter that comes so easily sends a toe-curling electricity to every corner of my being. But what is the most torture is when she accidentally brushes her hand against me, my entire skin
...Tyler POV...God, I nearly thought that Jenna was going to faint.I never have before experienced excitement and yet been more terrified at the same time.It is truly amazing how the things you desire can bring you to your knees. In saying things, I do mean a woman, that one such a creature can break down your defenses. I always believed that a woman should be my undoing, but this is an undoing that I do welcome. And as I stand here, I have never been so sure about anything in this life and the lifetime before.But let me tell you a story of a man so lost and incomplete that he dwelled for years in trying to find that one thing that he eluded him so, love. The man that tells you that they do not desire to experience love and not be love in return is not only a liar and a fool.Now how do you love? You love with your heart and your head, your instinct and your experience. Should you lack any of these, there shall always be another way; you shall
…Jenna POV…We finally make our way back home after what was a very emotional experience. I am glad that we did it, for it has brought Jenna and me once closer again. It feels that nothing but only me and her exists. After craving her back in my arms, it has finally happened.As we finally arrive at the cabin, he takes me through the lounge and lays me down on the cushions of the soft couch; he moves in beside me until his body is right next to mine."So," he stretches his sentence as he does when he is thinking."What are you thinking about?""Hahaha. Who said I was thinking? Maybe I am asking?""What are you asking then, Tyler?""Can I kiss you?" He flutters his eyelashes as he asks."Why on earth are you asking?""I cannot go…"I place my fingers against his soft lips and wrap his face in my hands. I pull his face closer until there is nothing but a mere breath between our lips. Then I soft
...Tyler POV...I have brought Jenna to a nice outdoor restaurant that plays live music on Sundays. She has just moved off into the crowd towards the dance floor. So I find myself scanning the floor from one blonde to the other. There is no sight of her, not even a glimpse, but that is when I spot her. With one confident smile on a face that can barely hold it, I make my way downstairs into the crowd. I love this thing my heart does every time I see her. I love the rush of the tingles of pleasure that my eyes bring whenever I lay them on her.And god, laying them on her now is earning me a rather aching bulge in my pants which I have no desire to even hide at the present moment. Now, this is done for only two reasons, first the obvious of just seeing her, the second being that whatever it is that she is wearing, is sending my heart racing in only but one way. She is wearing a tight seductive red dress that only but accentuates every curve of her body.This girl
…Tyler POV…I am sitting somewhat worried that Jenna has not returned to the table yet. She has been gone for nearly half an hour, and it just does not feel right to me. So, just as I am about to get up, a young woman, who looks quite off, now when I say off, she is just a bit on the odd side, well she walks up to me, and I feel that things are just about to go completely south from here. But then she asks me rather peculiarly to follow her to the ladies. Now, first off, that rather worries me, for her boldness is downright scary, well, just as scary as she is. I reluctantly, even though I have no idea why, but I do as she asks, thinking nothing quite of it.So as we get to the ladies, she once again strangely asks me to follow her inside, but that is right where I stop her, "Sorry but I do not quite know what your intention is, I will just tell you off bluntly that I am in no way interested."She only but chuckles at me and shows me once again to
…Jenna POV...Much to my relief, the Doctor's visit goes far faster than I hoped it to, now the only horrible thing now is to wait. This time I have no idea what can be wrong; we have seemed to fight all the battles that we can fight, but yet they say never to tempt fate, so therefore I shall remain hopeful.I once again hate that I have to put Tyler through all of this pain again, he has just come out of his very own ordeal, and I still don't know how he is coping with it, for he does not truly see himself lately anymore.I guess we are both fighting our battles pretty much in our own way, yet we still try to remain there for each other. I wish our relationship could be back to where it used to be, but then that is something that can only be hoped for in its own time. Somehow, sometimes, I think that we will never get back to where we were before.Well, I do fear with each day that our relationship is now more than ever just doomed from the start.
...Jenna POV...We are getting the results of the tests back today.As I am sitting and waiting for Tyler in the bedroom, I can hear as he and the Doctor are having a full-blown argument over the phone. I saw that crushed look on his face when we left the Doctor's room the other day. He is feeling defeated once more again as we have entered the unknown. So he is at heads with the Doctor because they have not received the results. He is hurting once more again, and do I even dare to say it is my fault.So as I see him step through the door, it crushes my heart to pieces. His shoulders are slump, with his head hanging down to the floor. I can see his hands are trembling, and his knuckles are red; he must have hit the wall. The Tyler I know would not have done it; this is a broken man. I don't know where his pieces are to put him back together again. But as his eyes meet my concerned face, he forms the weakest of smiles around his lips. At least he is trying, but I
…Tyler POV…We have just come back from a great ordeal. Jenna has only just survived, should I even dare to say, an experience that could have gone different in so many ways with Brendan and then me with my very own near-death scare, now we are heading to the very same destination again. This is not something that one comes back from unscathed. I need Jenna to know that we are okay. This may not be tonight, tomorrow, or the next day, but everything is going to be okay.Now let me tell you a story of a man so lost and incomplete that he dwelled for years in trying to find that one thing that he eluded him so, love. The man that tells you that they do not desire to experience love and not be love in return is not only a liar and a fool. The craving to be loved is a desire that every man wants. I have that love for Jenna, and I know that she has that love for me. We can overcome all of this; we need to be strong.I, myself, am a strong person, but eve