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Fear And Regret
…Tyler POV…
Watching Jenna, there is a crippling fear that is settling over every bone in my body. Yes, I want to know, in fact, I have the right to know.
So, I have put tension between us again on what is supposed to be a happy day, but happiness is not what is filling me...
There is only one thing that is consuming me now…and that is…
FEAR.
Why? Why must such an emotion come to bring you down in moments when you should feel happy.
Well, guess what?
I have known fear for a very long time. My whole life, to be precise. We've been together through everything, the good times and, yup, definitely the bad. Looking back, I wonder why it was there when I've been happy, why it questioned my happiness, but I guess it just didn't want to feel left out of the party. It just wanted to keep reminding me that it was there, like a security blanket, promising to never leave my side.
So as I have to sit and endure t
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