I don't know if I should cry or just bottle myself up right now but I feel like hell and shit. How could Scott say that to me? Of course I know he never asked me to be his girlfriend or called me his one day but he didn't have to say it. I felt my insides churn with distaste as I buried my face into my palms.
After Scott said that, I hurried to the kitchen with the silly excuse of needing water.
Maybe I should just call this whole thing off. But there's really nothing to call off. I'm not his and he's not mine. He just said that. But why do I feel so terrible right now. Like an ocean of jellies are lightening my stomach up with fury flames.
Movements behind me made me wipe the tear I didn't realise had rolled down my cheek.
"Stormy, are you alright?" David asked from behind me. I turned to stare at my friend not sure if I should tell him. I decided not to because it's too embarrassing.
Valerie walked up to me with a smile before engulfing me in a calm, friendly hug. I hugged her back before she pulled away."I've wanted to see you since my Aunt's party" she said before turning to David. "Hey Dave""Hi Val" David smiled smartly.I didn't know wether to invite her in for something or to just have whatever discussion she's here to talk about right here. Of course she's got something to say to me and that's why she's here right now."Didn't think I'd see you here" Val told David."I dropped her off" David hummed beside me. "I'll just be leaving now" he said to both me and Val before kissing my cheek and walking off. We both watched as his car revved out of the parking lot."I thought your together with Scott" Val said looking a bit confused. I'm sure I am too, cause I don't know what she's talking about."Um...I don't understand"
A/N ok this chapter is mighty long but I thought I owed you guys a favour for not updating yesterday. So I hope you enjoy and don't forget to comment your favourite parts;)*****The smell of fresh baked cookies filled my nostrils reminding me of one of the reasons why I love to bake. Being in the kitchen has always thrilled me since I was a little girl. My mom even had me my own mini-kitchen. It was the best thing ever.Now, I get to cook in real kitchens, Where the oven timers goes off and if you don't hurry to get your cake or bread out, it gets it burnt. When I had my mini-kitchen, nothing ever gets burnt. I don't leave the kitchen sink running for too long. I was a perfect cook.Rose bantered over to me with a tray of fresh cookies. They had chocolate crusts in them and that made me only lick my lips the more."Your not planning on keeping yourself in here and brooding right?" Ro
I didn't want to seat on the rug even though it looked expensive enough to pay my rent. Kale sat next to me on the couch after introducing me to the little group as soon they started playing straw or whatever they call it. But you have to pass straws with your mouths to the next person."Stormy your in?" A blue head girl asked me. What is it with Kale having coloured hair friends like him. I shook my head. Only Scott seems normal. In the hair aspect. "Come on. It'd be fun" Cop said. I was beginning to wonder when he'd say something. He had his hair whiter and added a few rings to his face."I'm good" I said placing my hands on my legs. I stared at Kim and she snorted before wrapping her arms round Scotts arm and he didn't even make a move to move her away. I winced feeling sick to my stomach."All you have to do is pass the straw with your mouth" Cop grinned."She's not playing"
Scott placed his hands on my thighs the moment we got into his car. I sent a quick message to Anna telling her I'd left and that I'm alright. Scott started the car and we were off to who knows where?I'm hoping he takes us to his apartment cause I need to be alone with him tonight. I fear Anna might come back to the house and I don't want her asking me questions."Storm" Scotts voice broke through the silence in the car."Where do you want us to go?" He asked softly. His voice was a direct contrast of the one he was using some few minutes, back at Escala. I was wondering what changed but I guess we've both had a long evening and the weight of it is downing on our shoulders now.I just want to be alone with Scott. To kiss him, to hold him. Even though I don't know where we stand right now."Your place""My place it is" he did a sharp bend I feared he'd topple us over. But h
I woke up from the heat of the blanket over me. I Rememberd Scott had turned the heater on when we arrived last night. I struggled to move but was stuck. It wasn't the blanket but Scott. He was laying on me with his head on my stomach. I ran my hands through his hair.His hands gripped my waist as I tried to wiggle out of his hold. I need to use the bathroom quick and have a glass of water. Probably, turn the heat down a little bit. Scott wasn't sweating cause he wasn't the one suffocating just now. I pulled his hand away softly before i was able to crawl out of bed.Last night, Scott poured his heart out to me. Well, not all of his heart cause he didn't say he loves me. Not yet and I don't know if he ever will but I'm content with what I have with him right now.It's better than nothing. And I'd rather have Scott say hurtful things to me every day than have to stay a week or two without
I asked so I just kept my cool. But one of these days, I'll press everything I want and need to know out of him. Including his dreadful nightmares he said he has from time to time. It was also nice to know he doesn't have them when I'm around and he sleeps like a baby.I squirted toothpaste all over my brush before pastering it to my teeth. I'm still at Scott's. I didn't leave last night cause he promised to drop me very early at school but now he's still in bed.I thought about splashing him some cold water to get up but as quickly as that thought came, it varnished.When I got back to the room, my phone buzzed on the nightstand so I picked it up to see a message from my mom and David. I decided to read my mom's own later and read David's own now.I need to call my mom cause I haven't spoken to her in like forever and I know she misses me. Gosh I'm terrible at being a good daughter.C
*Songs for this chapter*Say something by a great big worldBroken hearts club by GnashGoing numb by Aash MehtaMoral of the story by AsheBruises by Lewis Capildi*******I took steps away from Kale when I noticed the murderous glare Scott was shooting at him, daring him to touch me again. This is not happening again. They're friends and they need to get along. I hate to believe this is all my fault."Scott" I whimpered."Get inside" he said coldly and harshly. He opened the door for me to get in and I got in silently.He shared one more look with Kale who looked unphased by his glare. Scott got in next to me and I expected nothing less than an ear
"you can stay here as long as you want dear" Elle said. We were both in the kitchen and I was teaching her one of my infamous way of baking.I smiled at her."You can also help me work on my greenhouse" she said and then leaned in close to me. "David is doing a shitty job at helping" she grinned and I chuckled."That's not true. I'm sure he's very helpful""Yeah. For carrying buckets around but not planting" she said and we both laughed.I haven't seen Carter around and David said he was still at work. I didn't ask what work he does cause I don't want to pry. I've pried enough already."At least David is helpful. I'm sure Scott can't lift a bug" She said with a smile and my mood was instantly soured. She realised her lack of sensitivity and closed her mouth. I told Elle everything that happened. Excluding the part where he said I should fuck Kale. I cringed.