》》Roxanne《《
I walked out of my room and saw Jason watching tv. He didn't look like he was watching though. It looked more like he was thinking.
"Good morning big bro," I greeted.
"Morning," he greeted back.
"How you doing?" I asked.
"I'm fine."
"Do you mind telling me why you got drunk last night?"
"I was just having an emotional day. I had been thinking the entire day and that kinda got me depressed," he explained.
"Any news on Robert?" I asked.
》》Roxanne《《"Everything."I sighed and looked down at the floor. I was in a position where... I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to help. I was out of words, out of suggestions. It was hopeless. I felt like I was losing my brother again.When we lost mom, Jason had completely shut down. He didn't talk, he didn't eat, he didnt even react. He was a walking zombie. It was hard for all of us cause his attitude made our recovery harder. It took a great deal to get him back to normal.I don't wanna lose Jason again. He's already fading away. Drifting further and further away. He was just losing himself. He was already distancing himself from me.
《Roxanne》"I woke up!""Adrian, where is this even coming from?" I asked in shock."I'm done with Jason!" Adrian stomped to her room. I stood there confused, really confused.I sat on the couch and thought for a while. A moment later Melvin took a seat next to me. He had his apron off, probably done cooking."I don't get it. Why? Melvin what happened?"He sighed, "Well, I returned to her cutting herself two day days ago.""What? Why the hell would she cut herself?!" I enquired in shock.
》》Roxanne《《 Jack and Jason were good again. They were back to chilling together, going for drinks, Jack even hooked Jason up with a girl saying that he needs to get over Adrian. But knowing my brother he is never gonna get over her. I went to see Adrian two weeks ago, she had rejected me saying she wanted nothing to do with Jason or me or Jack, she wanted to be alone. Melvin told me she was even started to drift away from him. Melvin and I became somewhat good friends. Though I was starting to lose feelings for him. He wasn't my type. Dont get me wrong, hes a good guy. He is charming, good looking but he is still a virgin. I don't know how the hell that's possible but he is. And indont do virgins, i like learning new tricks in the bedroom
》》Roxanne《《After a round 2, we lay in silence, silent and breathless. I was trembling as I stared at the ceiling trying make sense out of what just happened. For a first timer... He was just..."How was that?" he enquired.I looked to my side to meet his eyes. "Im speechless..." I rested my gead on his shoulder and sighed as I caressed his chest. "This is something I've never done in a long time. Whenever I sleep with a man, I don't really care. All I want is the pleasure. It's been ages since I've experienced passion. And I'm glad I got to do that with you."We kissed briefly. "I love you," he whispered."For a first timer you pretty good,"
》》Roxanne《《I knocked on the door. "I seriously think we shouldn't do this," Melvin said anxiously."Do you wanna save your sister or not?" I enquired eyeing him.He smiled, "You're so bossy."I rolled my eyes before knocking again.The door was opened and I clicked record on my phone. I was almost shocked to see Adrian. I mean it was normal to gain weight during pregnancy and but she looked really different. Not because of the weight gain alone but becuase of the look in her eyes.Something Jason said Adrian and I had in common was the fire in our eyes. But it seemed the fire had died and everythi
》》Adrian《《I sighed after I finally put Arthur to sleep. I went back to looking through newspapers for jobs. I couldn't really get a job now since Arthur is only two and half months old, he still needs me around.Over these two months of having him though, I've learnt to really respect mothers and it made me realise how much my own mother was put through to raise me and Melvin. But over these two months it's been tougher and tougher everyday.I barely eat now. I'm too busy worrying about Arthur's next few months. I'm too busy dealing with my mental demons. Sometimes just feeding him is so difficult. Everything just takes so much effort. And him waking up in the middle of the night drives me crazy sometimes.
》》Roxanne《《 Jack returned and we went back to our game of chess. Just then there was a knock on the door. I got up and went to open the door. "Tyler? What are you doing here?" "I came to check on Jason, I saw him at the bar drinking uncontrollably and I wanted to make sure he's alright." "He's sleeping now. Would you like to come in?" I asked. "Sure." I stepped aside and let Tyler in. I closed the door. "Roxy, I need to talk to you," Tyler said. "Sure," I sighed. I led her to my
》》Jack《《Calvin drove us to Jason's apartment. It was a silent drive. Radio was crap, playing the most depressing songs you'll ever hear. The one song that really hit so hard, I saw Jason cry, was Happier by Marshmello and Bastille.I'm not too sure what about the lyrics caused Jason to shed a few tears, but I knew I had to listen to that song again, maybe look up the lyrics.I must admit though, I was still messed up inside about it. Roxanne... she and Jason were my younger siblings. Yes, I'm older than them both. Older than Jason by two whole years and a few months. Why he's in charge, I have no idea. Yes he started this whole thing but it wouldn't have got off the ground without me and my connections. Roxanne though, she was the blood of this.