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“Hello, Ben.” I shook his hand, avoiding his eyes. His skin was warm, and I withdrew my hand quickly, wiping my now clammy palm on my jeans.
Perrin looked between us, smiling as if nothing had happened. Which, I guess according to him, was perfectly true.
“You are the Beta Select, correct?” Ben’s voice was bright and anxious, still grateful that I was playing along.
“Yup.” I turned to Perrin, anxious myself to remove myself from this entire situation. “So, what are we looking for again?”
Perrin’s face grew suddenly darker in alarm, his eyes shifting briefly to Ben and then back again. &
PerrinBy the time Marge and I cleared a quarter of the library, it was time to get to Gowan’s training session.I called for Kira, who reappeared only too quickly from somewhere on the far side of the history section. She looked equally displeased and disheveled.“You ok?”“No.”“Can I help?”“Are you alcohol?”I stopped, catching her arm. “Are you serious?”She yanked her arm from my reach and scowls. “Yes. But don’t worry, I’m headed straight to the pack house to meet Mark.”
Perrin“I’ll be fine, thanks though.”“You sure?”“Yea, probably just dehydrated,” I lied.Seth dropped me off at the steps of the pack house. I hated when he Mother-henned me. It was enough to have vomited out the side of his car on the way back; I didn’t need more pestering.Besides, I was feeling better now that my vision had cleared, though a cold prickle on the back of my neck remained. I wasn’t feeling totally myself, and despite what I had told Seth, the uncomfortable feeling of memory brought me back to the temple that night.I closed my eyes, taking a seat towards the front doors of the pack house lobby, trying to force myself t
Alpha JasonThe knock at the door was soft.“Come in.”I glanced up as my wife slid silently into my office, shutting the door quietly behind her. “It’s nearly dinner,” she said.I glanced at my watch. I had been preparing next week’s training topics for Perrin all afternoon. The training list was long; history of past treaties, personnel profiles on everyone in the Alpha Guard that weren’t retiring; political tactics and negotiations, geography and pack histories of our neighbors; the economics of running a pack; and importantly, our human liaisons in the nearby pure-human cities that knew about us and kept our secret. That last one was complicated, messy, and of utmost importance.I knew we had years to
Alpha JasonTwelve Years Ago“How is she?” Kyle’s anxious face didn’t give me the comfort I had hoped. I was alone in a private waiting room. I couldn’t even look at him, my face in my hands.“Where’s Perrin?” He asked instead.“With your wife.”“Oh.” Kyle slumped next to me. He smelled of sweat and the woods. I wasn’t sure how deep he had been on patrol when I called him back. But I was grateful he was here.“What happened?” He asked. He knew it was serious, but I couldn’t tell him anything on the phone at the time because I hadn’t known anything.
KiraCloser…. So close—I could feel the vibration, the hum of it–But the vibration of the object I wasn’t holding pulled me thoughts away and distracting me away from the brink. Goddess damnit! No. I was too close. I slammed my free hand towards the object and silenced it, desperating clinging to the release that was now slipping through my fingers–I pushed the other vibration deeper within me, pushing against my clit to the point where pleasure and pain were one in the same. So close–so close I—It began vibrating again,
Kira“Kay!”His voice was bright. Elated. Goddess, it felt good to hear him.“I’m surprised you picked up!”“Why?” Ethan asked back, genuinely surprised.“Because you never do!” I accused.“That’s because you never call me.” I could hear the grin on Ethan’s face. It had been too long. Just random texts here and there. It wasn’t enough. I missed him.“That’s because you never call me!&rd
KiraI ignored Perrin as he pounded on my door, refusing to use the spare key I knew he had to my suite. It was out of courtesy, more than anything that he didn’t just let himself in. But I appreciated his honor in this sense anyway.I heard his phone buzzing from the other side of the door. “Yea, sorry. I was talking to Kira… yea, everything’s fine.”Liar. But I was glad to hear his steps recede down the hall towards the elevator. I needed my space to process in my own space. In this suite.Rather, my mother’s suite, My thoughts wandered to my conversation with Ethan. I had the right to the Beta Select suite by now. I hadn’t seen it in years; but truth be told, I remember it being beautiful.
TRIGGER WARNING: The following chapter deals with issues of pregnancy, death, and premature birth.JasonI was relieved to see Perrin at dinner. He finally listened to me and decided to have dinner with the Alpha Guard. In time these men would become his closest friends; but he had spent so much time during the Sacred Call with his mate that he had missed the opportunity to bond in the excitement of the challenge.So I was grateful–no, assured–when he showed up to dinner, albeit late and stuffing his phone into his pocket, to sit amongst his comrades.I watched him as he made easy conversation with those that he already knew; sitting down in the mess-hall like set up at a long table and chatting with the patrol. He had been running patrol with many of them since he had completed h