Chapter 45 Wedding turns into funeral 2

Sometimes, it felt like she had fallen into the abyss, her mind spinning uncontrollably. Everything clearly marked in her head disappeared through the spaces between her fingers, as the days passed. Until she couldn't coherently describe what she was actually doing anymore. She was merely floating along the moving wedding train.

Maybe it has something to do with the fact that she always feels lonely. When Hodja went to school, she labored alone, was thrust into the adult world, and was forced to put on a brave face despite how scared she was inside.

Always hiding her deepest feelings, unable to share them with anyone because she doesn't want her brother to feel guilty and then give up what she worked so hard to get. In a way, she has always lived with lies.

The sky was always so dark until Jaime came to see her every day with a smile, constantly talking on the phone to get her attention. That makes her feel better in her spirit because as she begins to get to know him, he in turn fulf