Chapter 51: Don't Die

"The memory of my marriage and my faith is all gone," she says sadly. "When is my turn?"

"Not too quickly; your tears give me the most fantastic feeling in the world; I don't want to end it so easily. You know, baby, I'm obsessed with your tears."

"Then it's my duty to make you happy." She smiles slightly, looking at him.

"I think your doubt is clear now." She doesn't say anything and stays silent for a while. "Tell me one thing? After my death, whom will you hurt?" She says this, taking out a deep sigh. "What if I die before you?" His sudden question makes her more sad. She puts her finger on his lips. "You know my soul has two sides—one side wants to make you cry the way you are making me cry every moment over my silly faults, or maybe not making any faults. I just want you to know the truth that you may regret sparing me the pain of death, for every moment you are making me cry will only make you regret it. When you want to pull me closer with the utmost caress, I want to be lost i