"I'm so scared that he still loves her. And I can't get that picture out of my head. My biggest fear is what if I hadn't walked in? Would he have fucked her and cheated on me the night before our wedding?" Sam sobbed. "I think things happen for a reason. That you were right where you needed to be at the right time. Just remember nothing other than kissing happened, and it was mostly one sided." Jax reminded her. "I don't know. I feel like our trust is broken, if it is, there is no future for us other than parents. I can't live with someone I can't trust. I can't live in fear of him not being faithful to me. I can't help thinking if he truly loved me more than anyone, he'd not let himself get in that situation. And that he did allow it, raises so many questions for me, so much doubt." Sam's voice trembled. "I admit he was stupid taking her to his room. But I really believe the alcohol and shock of seeing her after all this time messed his mind up. Dealing with that shit sober is bad
Just then Sam's cell rang. The caller id showed it was Jax. "Hello?" Sam asked. "Just letting you know they are running more tests and aren't letting anyone in with him for the next few hours. They're concerned with his punctured lung." Jax explained. "Have they said how bad they think it is?" Sam asked. "No. But by the look on their faces, I'd say it’s bad." Jax replied. "Ok. Keep me posted. I'll stay here and get some more rest." Sam replied. "Just remember our talk." Jax cautioned. Sam looked at her phone as if he could see her. "How could I forget?" "I'll call back as soon as I know anything else." Jax replied. "Ok." Sam replied as she hung up. "Everything ok?" Snake asked. "More tests." Sam replied. "So, food?" Snake asked. "I'm not hungry." Sam replied. "Beautiful, you have to eat. You got to feed that baby." Snake reminded her. "Ok. Sesame chicken with pork fried rice." Sam replied. "Ok sounds good. I'll call it in now." Snake replied. "That should give me enou
"I can't get that scene out of my head. I can't stop thinking he was really going to fuck her! I just can't. I feel like we are broken now, and I don't know how to proceed. How I should act, what I should do." Sam explained. "Smokey loves you, I know he also loves this baby. I just don't know what he was thinking when he took her to his room to talk. I honestly can't understand it. But you'll need to let him explain." Raine replied. "I feel like if he truly loved me, he would never have done that to me. And this isn't the first or second time I thought something else was going on." Sam replied. "What do you mean?" Kim asked. "Once I went to the clubhouse and Daisy was naked in his room when I knocked. She opened the door, and he was naked on the bed asleep." Sam explained. “So, I left and went to Will's house. Then I backed out and left. I couldn't go through with being with him. Not when Smokey had my heart." Sam replied."What the fuck? What did he say?" Raine asked. "He said
Snake returned from the store and went to Sam's kitchen and put away the groceries. He also brought the girls Chinese. After they ate the girls hugged Sam and left. Sam's cell phone rang. "Hello?" Sam answered. "Sam, I'm at the hospital and you need to get down here asap." Jax replied. "Sam? You hear me?" Jax repeated. "Yea, yeah, be right there." Sam agreed and hung up. "Was that Jax? What's wrong?" Snake asked. "He didn't say. Just said to get to the hospital." Sam replied. "Ok. Let's go." Snake replied. They arrived at the hospital and Jax met them at the hallway outside the CCU unit. Dr. Mike was with him. "Mike?" Sam asked. "Let's go in the consult room." Dr. Mike replied. Sam, Jax, and Snake followed him in a room. "Ok talk. What's going on?" Sam demanded. "We took him down to run tests on his lungs and to make sure his broken ribs haven't moved any. The nurse had noticed his breathing and heart acceleration. He had a Pneumothorax.” Doc paused.“We were able to rein
"Sam...no....no" Adrian whispered. "Adrian, can you open your eyes? You're in the hospital but don't move, ok? You have a chest tube in. The doctor will be here soon." Sam explained. The nurse walked in. "Is our patient awake?" "I think so. He was trying to talk and seems like he's more aware." Sam replied. "Keep talking to him. Let him hear your voice." She replied. "Adrian? It's Sam. Can you open your eyes?" Sam asked. "Sam?" He whispered. It took multiple tries but he managed to open his eyes. The nurse got him some water and left to call the doctor. "What happened?" He rasped. "Drink some more water. It'll help your throat but just small sips." Sam replied. After a few more sips Sam explained. "You remember getting drunk?" He nodded. "You remember Jo?" His eyes widened then he nodded. "We fought and I left. Then you got on your motorcycle drunk and went after me." He looked confused like he was trying to remember. "I remember everything up to you leaving." He finally
Lucas grabbed her hand and led her to his truck. "Are you ok? I take it you talked?" Snake asked. "Yep. He needs to figure out this Jo situation and I need to figure out, well I told him we need to take a break and figure stuff out." Sam explained. "How about pizza for dinner?" Snake asked. "I don't think I can eat." Sam sighed. "Beautiful you got a baby to think about. You need to try to." He cautioned. "You're right. Pizza sounds good. I'll try." Sam smiled. "That's my girl." Snake smiled then frowns. "Sorry just slipped out. I didn't mean anything by it." "It's fine." Sam smiled. When he said that it made her heart flutter. She liked it way too much him calling her his girl. It's been a month since Smokey was released from the hospital. He's healed fairly well but still has a couple more weeks before all his restrictions are lifted. Snake was still staying in Sam's guest room and driving back and forth to his MC on days he had business to take care of. Smokey reque
They slowly undressed each other, and he laid her back on the bed. His mouth was on hers heatedly. Like he was starving for air and only she could give it to him. He kissed his way down her body. His mouth on her brought her to climax quickly. "You are so talented with your mouth." Sam gasped. "It's easy with someone you love." Snake explained. Then he panicked. "It's ok." Sam assured him. "I'm falling for you too. I think I have for a while. Never be afraid to voice your true feelings." "I do love you. For me it was love at first sight. But now? It's so much more." Snake replied. "Show me Lucas." Sam smiled. He grinned back then entered her slowly but fully. It was a final feeling of fullness. Like two puzzle pieces that fit perfectly together. Finally, they both reached their climaxes. "That was earth shattering." Sam gasped. "Mind blowing." Snake whispered. He held her afterwards for a while. Neither were wanting to move. But they finally had to get up and get cleaned up t
"From the beginning for some reason it excited me for the three of us to be together. I didn't really think why I was so jealous of all other men but him. But I now understand why. I think this was the reason. I think it was meant to be the three of us to be." He replied. "I love you so much and want your happiness. If this is what you want and makes you happy then I'm all in." Smokey agreed. "Are you sure?" Sam asked. "Yeah. I can't say I won't feel awkward at first. But I'm willing to give it my best for you and our baby." He smiled rubbing her tummy. Sam took his hand and went to her bedroom. Snake was there in just his boxers lying on the bed. He stood and grabbed his pants to put them on. "I'll give y'all some privacy." Snake replied. "No stay. I need to make sure I'm ok with everything. Since the mouth and hands only doesn't apply anymore." Smokey replied. Sam led him to the bed and removed his clothes. Snake dropped his pants and removed his boxers. Smokey removed Sam's