Chapter 142: Matt

He didn't want her to know how much her reactions pleased him. Matt had dwelled on their "date" throughout the day. He could have sex with her once, walk away, and not look back, but he knew it would hurt her and somehow he knew she was destined to be in his and Stephon's lives no matter how ridiculous it sounded. At this time, throwing menage into the mix along with his other kinks would be completely over the top, so he could wait. This was a test and he needed to know she was open to trying new things. He enjoyed orgasm play more than giving pain, though Stephon needed to give and feel pain to satisfy his own kinks. Training the mind to accept pain as pleasure took a while when it was something you didn't know you wanted. If tonight didn't work out, he would know that the entire dynamic of his life wouldn't appeal to her and the thought terrified him. After his all-day mental rollercoaster ride, he decided to try, and headed to the local sex shop and bought some light toys to see ho