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She is hungry. So hungry. I can taste the coffee on her breath as she kisses me again and her tongue darts out seeking entry. I don’t give it. I want to but don’t. I’m suddenly waging a war with myself. She kisses me again and again but gets no response. Finally, she stops as she drops her hand to my crotch. She grasps my erect shaft through the material of trousers and rubs it before pressing herself against me again.
“What’s wrong?” she asks as she rubs herself against my shaft.
“I… I’m… seeing someone,” I say. I know that as soon as I say it, I’ve done the wrong thing in so many ways. But right now I’m feeling so damn guilty. I’m in a relationship.
Her movements against my manhood slow and then stop.
“What?” she asks in disbelief. “You’re seeing someone?”
I nod.
She looks at me as disappointment crosses her
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