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XXXII. Home
"I'm so so-"
My face morphs into a perfect picture of annoyance. "Then stop apologizing and start explaining. You said it yourself, I deserve it, Brad." So I won't have to lay at night wondering what I did wrong to go through that pain and betrayal. I wanted to add. "It's the least you could do," I mumbled the last part, staring at him.
"I fell in love, Elle." He said after a minute like it explained everything. Perhaps for him, falling in love was enough reason to treat me like he did.
"You fell in love? How about me? Did you ever love me or you just pretending the whole time?"
"I thought I did until I get to know Stella." He mumbled, looking away from me.
"Was it easy? Does it ever make you feel uncomfortable making love to her while I was waiting for you at home?"
He swallowed hard. "I swear Elle for three damn years I tried to not acknowledge it but... even my self-control has its breaking point.” Breaking point? I ne
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