The first week flew by in a blur of events. The second day working in the medical tent was similar to the first. The worst was the third day. It wasn’t like the situation got better on the following days; however, the third day was when war truly broke out and we suffered a high number of casualties. It was brutal and extremely shocking. The other days that followed was the same until somehow, I had gotten used to seeing men dying right in front of my own very eyes. “He’s not going to make it; we should move on…” Mou said sadly. I looked down at the man laying on the stretcher as he struggled to breathe. Mou’s right, this man probably won’t make it. Before I knew it, I felt a sharp pain in the palm of my hands and realized that I was clenching my hand so tightly that my nails were digging into my skin. It was so hard to let go. If I stayed with him, he may live. However, that would mean that someone else here in this tent would have to die. Being torn by these life and death decisi
“Are you ok? You’re not wounded, right?” I asked to make sure. “Of course, not. I’m here to pick you up. You weren’t back yet so I figured that you were probably still here,” Ren said as he reached out a hand and placed it on my shoulder. “That’s good. I’m about done as well. We can head back…” I said as I smiled up bravely at him. Ren’s eyes looked beyond me at the rows upon rows of men laying on the ground. His eyes narrowed and I felt him stiffen at the sight. It wasn’t an easy sight to behold and for Ren, the burden and responsibility on his shoulders must have suddenly felt heavier at that moment. “Come with me for a bit…” Ren said softly before his hand grasp mine. I followed silently after him as he walked in to greet the wounded soldiers. He crouched down to converse with a few soldiers who still had the energy to talk back. That was when I realized that Ren didn’t just come here to pick me up. His presence truly boosted the morale of the patients. They were truly excited
By the time Ren had finished his meal, I had given up all hope of going to the celebration. Failing to muster up the courage to ask him to go along with me, I had decided that perhaps it wasn’t all that bad to stay in the tent with Ren for the night just like we always did. I tried my best to ignore the noises of people laughing, cheering, and singing outside even as it continued to get louder. Tomorrow, I can just listen to Mou talk on and on about it while we patch up the wounds of the soldiers. He’s going to ask me if I enjoyed the celebration and then I’m going to have to tell him that I didn’t get to go! Arghhh… I want to go to the celebration! “Rin…” Ren called my name softly from across the table. Quickly, I snapped out of my thoughts. After blinking rapidly, my eyes finally focused on Ren. He was looking at me with a slightly curious look on his face. “…Yes?” I asked, wondering what he wanted. “Do you want to go to the celebration with me?” Ren asked as he cocked his hea
I could tell from their responses that they were already quite drunk. Regardless, I found their responses very funny and entertaining. Perhaps, meeting them this way was much better than meeting them in a serious or formal setting. I smiled and laughed a little along with them. Everyone seemed so kind and humble. We took our seats at the table where the generals were having fun drinking and chatting. Shin seemed to be a in very good mood too and for once he didn’t seem overly concerned about something. I wondered if it was fine for everyone to be so drunk and carefree like this during war. It was true that we were successful in pushing the enemy back, but the war wasn’t over yet. “Ren…” I called Ren softly. “What is it?” he asked as he leaned his head my way to lend me an ear. “Is it ok for everyone to be so drunk? …the war is still going on so…” I asked hesitantly. “It’s ok. Not everyone is drunk. There are unlucky soldiers and some generals that are not participating in the cel
I wondered where this journey would end up taking me…Now that Ren is properly seated, I guess I should go and look around the house. Since I left in a hurry, maybe there are some things here that I should take back with me. First, I should check the bedroom. “I’m just going to look around. You can stay here if you want,” I told Ren as I got up from my seat. Ren watched me silently as I headed towards the bedroom. The bedroom still looks the same. It was also less dusty than the living room, probably because the windows were closed properly, and it was at the back of the house. I started looking around and soon I was absorbed in my own thoughts that I didn’t realize it at first when Ren came up behind me. “Do you remember when we first met?” Ren asked from directly behind me. I turned to face him and nodded. It was a snowy day and while on the way home from the center of town, I found Ren collapsed and unconscious on the snow-covered floor. “Thank you for saving my life back then
“It was very hard for me to hold back…you have no idea…” Ren whispered once he released my nipple from his mouth. I was panting hard now, and I wasn’t sure if I came a little from his attack on my womanly mounds or not. It felt too good. It felt like I was about to lose my mind. Ren’s fingers stroked a path slowly down from between my breasts down the plain of my stomach. I sucked in a breath as his hand travelled slowly southward until he reached the destination in between my legs. Spreading my legs a little wider, I thrusted my hips up invitingly towards his hands. His fingers delved into my hot wetness as he began stroking up and down the wet slit in between my legs. I bit my lower lip and moaned when his fingers brushed teasingly against my swollen clit. I was so turned on that my clit felt so sensitive. Ren toyed around with my tiny pleasure spot with his fingers, stroking it in circular motions before pinching it softly in between his fingertips. I felt my legs weakened as my
Huh?!I lifted my head of his chest and stared at his face in shock. What did he just ask me? I felt heat rise to my cheek and knew that I was blushing red. Hopefully, he couldn’t see so clearly in this darkness. “I wouldn’t lie and say that I fell in love with you at first sight, but I knew that I wanted you the first time that I saw you. Your face with the now falling down all around you was a very enchanting sight,” Ren continued since I was too shocked to reply. “You seem to remember a lot for someone who was on the verge of freezing to death…” I muttered. “Are you feeling shy, my princess?” Ren teased. “No…of course not…” I mumbled. “I fell in love with you when you supported me all the way back to your house and tended to my wound. I told you that I was completely broke, but you still helped me anyways. That was when I felt like I really fell in love with you,” Ren said as he ran his fingers through my long hair. It felt so strange laying in his arms as he confessed his lo
“What?” I asked, not sure if I heard him right. Ren turned to face me directly before he repeated what he had just said. “I came back looking for you here; but I couldn’t find you. I did tell you to stay at home, but I guess you didn’t listen to my warning,” Ren said before smiling gently at me. Ren came back here looking for me? He came for me? However, on that day, I wasn’t at home. I was too busy dealing with the wounded along with Uncle Gobei, Auntie and the other doctors. “My people were under attack and so many were heavily wounded. How do you expect me to just sit idly at home when I can heal them?” I asked sarcastically. “I guess you’re right about that…” Ren whispered. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to use that tone with you,” I apologized softly. I didn’t think that Ren would come back for me. If it was true, maybe he did care for me back then. However, that didn’t matter as much as the future that we are working towards together. We must win this war and head back soon b