Chapter 5 Another Day

It's been two weeks since I stopped going to work. I'm depressed, stressed, frustrated, and all the negativity. I can't imagine marrying a stranger. We just had a one-night stand. What the hell? Still, my brain won't agree with it.

Struggling but doesn't have any choice. My room was a mess like my life. I didn't bathe for three days, wearing the same clothes and disoriented. Anna has called me several times, yet it didn't bother me.

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I'm trying to reach out to Billy, needing her the most now. As I dialed her number, "The person you have calling is unavailable." I sighed in dismay, knowing that she only cared when she had no one and was dumped by that fucking guy.

Someone to comfort, care for, and pick her up whenever she could no longer handle her drunkenness. I was there as always, but now she's out of reach when I need her badly.

It was midday, and I was feeling disturbed as I smelled my own. I realized nothing would change this stupid situation. I was trapped already, so