Lenora The cold, early morning mist was intense, and I snuggled against CJ. With my eyes closed, my fingers stroked his arm, but I stopped when I realized that it was not an arm but a pillow. My eyes flew open, and I turned my head to the side, expecting to see CJ sleeping peacefully beside me. I searched around for him, but there was no sign of him and his side of the bed was cold, which meant that he had been up for a while.I fought through the cobwebs of confusion, wondering what was going on. It was still early, and the sun hadn't even risen. I'd gotten accustomed to the routines of the pack and knew that today was not for morning runs. Intuitively, I suspected that something was really wrong, and my heart began beating faster. Mentally, I ran through everything that happened yesterday, from Mariselle's shouting to CJ's lies and the desperate attempt to make up for it. Then worry started to creep in as I wondered whether CJ was being affected by his packmates' dislike towards
CJ Mariselle and I sat in the waiting room, and my heart couldn't stop racing with several emotions. Mariselle looked visibly nervous, biting her lips and rubbing her skin. If I wasn't filled with so many negative emotions running through my head, I would have told her to remain calm.Her gaze didn't leave the adjoining door. At least something good was coming out of this, and I was glad that my daughter was on the brink of reuniting with her long-lost mother after a decade of separation.So many thoughts filled my head, each one vying for attention. Kia deserved to be happy again after getting rescued from that bastard Giovanni. I was relieved that she was out of that place and that I personally killed Giovanni.I knew that Kia's reuniting with Mariselle was going to heal her. But at the same time, I didn't tell Lenora where I was going. How could I even muster the courage to tell her that my wife miraculously returned? This was going to shatter her heart to pieces and tear our rela
Lenora My breathing reduced to a wheeze, with bitterness almost choking me. I flashed CJ a disdainful look, struggling with my emotions and clenching my fists. I had never felt such anger before; it surged through my body like a raging river.The fact that CJ was lying to me and pretending like he didn't know what I was talking about cut me deeply. My eyes drilled into him, and I noticed his trembling hands. "I hate liars so badly, they make me want to scream. And I can't believe you're lying to me now." I clenched my fist tighter, nails digging deeper into my palm in an attempt to suppress my rising anger. "So you better stop pretending and speak."He slumped onto the edge of the bed, his head bowed, looking defeated and vulnerable. I moved closer to him, taking a deep breath to steady myself and speaking in my calmest tone possible, no matter how hard that seemed."All I ask is the truth, and nothing more. Why are you lying to me? Don't you know that gossip flies faster than a bul
Lenora My eyes fluttered open, and I winced as my temple throbbed and a dull ache pulsed through my head. Every part of my body felt heavy, especially in my arms, legs, and torso. It took me a minute or two to figure out that the pain was from crying myself to sleep last night. I could taste the stale tears on my cheek.A glance at the clock close to my bed told me that it was five-thirty. The room spun wildly as my head throbbed like someone had hit me with a hammer. The memories slowly trickled back to my mind and I flinched, remembering everything that had happened the previous day.I rushed to my feet, wincing as the coolness of the marbled floor sent a shiver up my spine. CJ was still fast asleep, snoring softly, with every trace of worry gone from his face.My stomach churned as guilt settled into my core at the thought of leaving CJ. It hurt so much because I couldn't imagine my life without him. My heart twisted, feeling like someone was stealing something away from me, and I
CJ Kia's welcome party grew more intense as more guests arrived, with warm smiles, hugs, and a truckload of gifts. I trusted my pack members to turn up to parties. I had no hand in this, but I suspected that India and the rest of the women were going to create a festive atmosphere.The house became a madhouse with people shouting over one another and fighting to get in the kitchen at any given time. It was loud and chaotic as their Luna who liked parties was back. Kia always wanted everyone to gather around her and have a nice time without leaving anyone out of the flow.Everyone wanted to hug her: old friends, acquaintances, family, and even some members of other packs. They called her return a miracle, the best thing to ever happen to the pack, and were happy to know that she was alive.The stories and rumors were wild, so everyone came to see for themselves. I was surprised at the assorted dishes the buffet table held; Mini Beef Sliders, Bacon-wrapped scallops, Spicy Buffalo Chick
LenoraI've never felt this degree of restlessness in my life before. It pierced into my heart, and the bed I lay on seemed like it was surrounded by pins and needles. The air around me was suffocatingly thick and my lungs ached so badly that I could hardly think about anything else but getting out of bed. It had been hours since I walked out of CJ and his wife. Biting down hard on my lower lip, I stared at the ceiling. CJ was with her in the master bedroom, and the thoughts of what they could be doing under the sheets were tearing me apart.I imagined her naked as she caressed CJ, him touching her the way he touched me, making her feel so much pleasure… Arghhh!!My greatest fear was coming to pass. CJ would betray me and choose her over me because it was the most sensible thing to do.If this wasn't an eye-opener, then I was a big fool. I tried hard to forget and catch some sleep, but nothing worked. I needed his reassurance, and nothing more.When sleep refused to come, I began
Lenora CJ suggested that we go for ice cream to help with my throat, and away from the pack house, I felt a semblance of peace, away from all the toxicity in the pack house. Although it was only a small gesture, I appreciated the fact he cared enough about me to suggest this. He took my hand and strolled to the ice cream parlor located on the other side of town.It was useless telling him what India did because the witch was going to deny it.We spent some time together in the ice cream parlor, and while I was staring at the chalkboard menu high on the wall that listed specialty desserts and their prices, CJ wrapped his arms around me from behind. Everything became an echo in the background: the whir of the blender, the customers in line, and the jingle of the cash register.Even though I knew I was being foolish for staying with CJ despite the glaring warnings, I couldn't help it. I was hopelessly in love with him. I didn't know if it was my age, and lack of maturity, but all I kn
CJThere was an outrage in the governing council meeting, and everyone wanted their opinions to be heard. They were speaking over each other, causing me to have a nasty headache."I think it's stupid that we are not allocating more funds to education and, instead, packing every fund into defense, especially now that our arch-rival, Giovanni, is dead," one of the council members, a man as thin as a rake, said."Education is crucial," another one countered, "but we can't compromise on defense. Also, let's not forget our roads that need repairs.""You know what? You are the problem here, Fabian," the lanky man accused, pointing a finger at the first speaker. "You want all the contracts to be allocated to you so that you can squander the money as you please."Fabian fired back with a glare. A crimson hue spread from the bridge of his nose to every part of his face."How dare you accuse me of squandering funds when you find every possible excuse not to pay the teachers in the pack?""Are t