93. Lidya- A break

I spent all day with Andrew, he really overwhelmed me. Even though our relationship was only limited to releasing our high sexual tension… sometimes he invited me to chat on the sidelines of our bed activities. 

Do I feel that he liked me? Not. 

Do I feel used? Yes.

When I was sipping a hot coffee that Andew ordered this afternoon .. I sat on the balcony of the hotel, looking at the sunset, I saw the beauty of God's creation with the warmth of coffee .. that's all. 

Andrew is still with his laptop open and sitting cross-legged. I don't know why my heart is sinking and empty right now. I feel lonely… alone.

I said it to Andrew right then and now, if I still trying to keep it… I will be hurt even more.

"Andrew ... I don't feel comfortable with this relationship." I said to him at that time.

"Then?" He replied and was still facing the laptop's screen.

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