Zie
*flashback*
I am still in college even though I am already 23 years old, I mean there's nothing wrong with graduating late but it's just the fucking society that tells us that we should graduate at the age of 21. What a dumb society. I have many courses where I failed and I don't have regrets about failing all those fucking courses. I don't know why I am still studying since when the right time comes I will just inherit my daddy's business, he always tells me that I will inherit all his businesses as I am his eldest son.
"What the hell, Zie? I taught you this before but until now you still can't get it, it's just simple math." Zuck told me annoyed as he scratched his head in disappointment, he had been teaching me a differential equation, the course I had dropped once and failed twice.
"It's not just a fucking simple math, Zuck," I complained to him, he just sighed and folded the
Zie When I entered the game room I found Zuck still embracing our baby brother while Zach was just looking at our baby brother and I knew he was worried. "We should tell dad about what's happening here, Zie," Zach spoke to me. I think about his suggestion and decided that there's no harm if we try to tell dad what's happening here, though I doubt that dad would hurriedly come home if I tell him the truth. "Okay, I'm calling dad," I responded to him and he immediately nodded, I took a deep breath before I took my cellphone out of my pocket and dialed dad's number. I walked away from Zuck because I didn't want Zeke to hear what daddy and I were to talk about. "Hello, Zie?" Daddy replied on the other line. I heaved a sigh of relief because he ans
Zie "Hurry up and I might be late for my exam," I shouted to my siblings. Zuck, Zach, and Zeke were struggling to get down the stairs carrying their school works and laptop. I don't care if I get late for class especially since our professor is a boring one and as a result, I don't understand anything in the lesson. But I need to take to be in the university as early as I can right now because we have a preliminary exam in differential equations and I still need to find the classroom where I am assigned to take the exam, since all the students who took differential equations will be shuffled in the exam room, in that way the professor thinks that students can no longer cheat. "Don't worry you'll do well in your exam later, Zie. Just remember all our lesson these past few days" Zuck said to me and I just smiled sparingly at him before I motioned them to enter the
Zie The next day when I got to school I did not get out of my car because I was freaking nervous holding my cellphone and waiting for the results of yesterday's exam. Even though Chino answered my exam, I still couldn't help but be nervous and worried, I suddenly thought what if Chino was just messing around with me for being arrogant to him and he answered my questionnaire incorrectly? Fuck! If I don't pass the exam, I will find that fucking Chino and beat him for messing with me. I looked at the time again, I was so drawn with my thoughts that I did not realize that the result of the exam had already been posted online. I immediately opened the university app on my cellphone and looked at the results, I did not bother to look at the top notchers because I was sure that I was not on the list, I went straight to the bottom of the list and searched for my name, it
Zie It's been three days since I last saw Chino. I haven't seen him at university either because we are not in the same class. Not that I care though, but I just feel guilty because our last conversation didn't go well, I wanted to apologize to him but I was spearheaded by my pride so we just kept quiet as I was driving him to his apartment. "Fuck! Why am I thinking about that whore of a man?" I said softly to myself. "Who's the whore, Zie?" Zuck suddenly asked me, I almost forgot that they were with me here in the car. I don't have classes every Wednesday but I have to take my brothers to school. "Zie, aren't we leaving yet? I will be late for my first subject." Zach asked, I just took a deep breath and started the car engine, without saying
Zie It was already late in the afternoon when I got home and I could not help but be surprised when I saw my mother in the living room with our family attorney, there were papers scattered on the table. I can't help but feel curious because I rarely see my mom being at home at these times, another thing I wonder is why attorney Alvarez is with her. "What's happening here?" I asked getting their attention, they both immediately turned to look at me. "Your father is being a prick to me, until now he still does not give me the money I am asking for and as a consequence, I am selling this fucking house," Mommy replied as if it was too easy for her to say those words. I do not know why it is so easy for her to sell this house where we have lived since we were young, there are so many memories we have shared
Zie I woke up so early in the morning the next day. I took my hiking bag and put some pairs of my clothes and shoes inside. When I was done packing my things, I slipped my bag on my back and immediately walk out of my room. I slowly walk towards Zuck's room and went inside, I found him in his bed and it was like he's playing games on his phone. "Zie?" He called me when he noticed my presence, his brows instantly furrowed when he saw the hiking bag strapped to my back. I walk towards Zuck and sat on his bed. "Hey, buddy, I just want to let you know that I will be gone for a week or maybe two, I don't know yet. So you'll gonna be in charge of taking care of Zach and Zeke, okay? And while I'm not here, I want you to sleep in the game room with Zach and Zeke and always make sure that the door's lock, do you
Zie It's been three days since I stayed here in Chino's apartment but until now what my mother did to me is still fresh in my mind, like it was embedded in my mind and I don't know why that no matter how hard I try to forget it my mind won't let me. My mind won't let me forget it even in my sleep, those shitty memories always haunt me every time I close my eyes. I know that Chino is starting to notice that I wasn't my old self anymore, he told me yesterday that he is not used to me being so silent. I was just sitting on the sofa when the door open and Chino went inside with his usual white shirt and pants. "You didn't come to the university again?" Chino asked me and I just shrugged my shoulder in response to him. I saw him frown at me but didn't say any words as he went straight to the closet to get dressed. Fuck! This is so frustrating. I want to go to school, I want to get out in Chino's apartment, I want to go to the mall but I don't know why ever
Zie When I got to Chino's apartment I caught him smiling widely while taking a picture of his topless body using her new phone, I think that was the latest phone released by the apple company. There are also about ten paper bags scattered around the floor and I'm sure this is not just shoes, it looks like he enjoyed buying too much. "Hey, you're already here, dude. Look at this new phone I got, it's so beautiful." Chino said ecstatically and motioned for me to sit next to him which I did. I sat down next to Chino and looked at him while he's busy staring at the topless pictures that he took. "What do you think is the best photo? I'll make it as my wallpaper." Chino asked and showed me his topless pictures. "That one," I replied to Chino and pointed to the photo where he was lying on the bed and used his broad arm as his pillow while biting his lower lip, he looks like a boy slut in that picture. "By the way, where did you go?" Chino asked me a