I wake up this morning with crunching in my ear, now I know for a fact that I don't have a dog, which only leaves one person. That person is sitting happily eating a pickle and talking to the baby.
Ava ~”Mommy's little girl really loves Nutella doesn't she? Well mommy loves Nutella just as much as my little pumpkin does.”
I watch her for a while, it is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life. The way she is dipping that pickle into that Nutella while holding her other hand on her belly.
Trayton ~”Baby girl.”
Ava ~”Oh you are awake.”
Trayton ~”Crunching pickles kind of has that effect on you.”
Ava ~”Sorry baby but Leia was hungry.”
Trayton ~”Baby girl
Fate does not ask you what you want, fate knows what is best for you even when you don’t. It determines what comes into your life, everything you need will come to you at the perfect time. Are you meant to lose people you love? I believe that things do not happen by accident but there is a reason for everything that is meant to be. Nothing is ever taken from your hands to punish you but it is only leaving your hands empty for something better to come, something like finding the ones you love.We have just phoned Ava's parents, after a few minutes with her father on the phone, she burst out crying. It's up to me now to convince him that his daughter is alive and that she in front of me. But I need to calm her and baby down first.Trayton ~”Mr Owens please give me a minute, I need to calm her down.”Richard Owens ~”Sure not a problem.”
If there is ever such a thing, then I am feeling it now and that is pure happiness. And giving someone else the same is close enough to give miracles. That is what I have given her, the miracle of life not only for the gift of reuniting a family but also the chance to start our own.She has spoken to her dad each day for the past week but not to her mom yet. I told her baby steps is what it takes, if she wants to meet them one at a time then it is what she needs to do. It is not that she cares less, she just does not do too well when she gets overwhelmed.
There is a very nervous, somewhat amused but mostly worried Ava hovering over me.Ava ~”Trayton.”Doctor ~”Mr DeCarlo.”Ava ~”Baby wake up.”Doctor ~”Mr DeCarlo are you okay?”I slowly start opening my eyes.Trayton ~”What happened?”Doctor ~”You fainted.”Trayton ~”Why? Is everything okay?”That is when it comes back to me.It is twins.Trayton ~”Is it really twins?”Doctor ~”Yes Mr DeCarlo, it is twins.”Trayton ~”Are you
What makes a man decide to change himself? Why make such a radical change in his life? For years it has been all I have known, it was my purpose in life. I believed in my own messed-up way that I made a difference in the world. And now I am willing to give it up.But giving it up does not mean I am going to get your nine-to-five job, no, I have decided to go into business with my lifelong friend. But first I need to convince Ava about it.When I get home they are busy going through color schemes for the babies' room.Trayton ~”Hey baby girl.”Ava ~”Hey you. I see you on that death trap of yours again.”Trayton ~”I had to leave the car for the guys because I wanted to come home. What are you guys doing?”Ava ~”We trying to decide what color to make the babies' room but we can't decide between green or yellow.”Trayton ~”Baby gi
Having the support of the one you love is the only support that matters. To have someone support me in my dreams and my vision, challenge me to be better, to go beyond the average that pulls out the greatness in me and is my biggest fan. Someone that truly loves me will invest and support me even though I have the weirdest ambitions.Today we are going over to Jackson so I can meet the two guys that will become part of my crew. Ava is beyond excited cause she is going to see Kayley's babies. She is sitting on the bed waiting for me to get finished.Ava ~”Baby bugs, we are going to meet your friends today. Are you excited? Mommy is very excited.”Trayton ~”Mommy looks so cute when she is talking to her tummy.”Ava ~”Mommy is talking to baby bugs and not her tummy.”Trayton ~&r
The hardest thing in life is having patience. They say the longer something takes the better the outcome. Well I say it is bullshit.We have been waiting like what seems forever. Everyone is trying their level best to calm me down and assure me that everything is going to be okay. Well I have had enough.Trayton ~”THE NEXT FUCKING PERSON THAT TELLS ME TO CALMDOWN IS GETTING PUNCHED.”Mary ~”Trayton at least sit down then. That racing up and down is not doing your heart any good.”Trayton ~”WHAT THE FUCK DOES WALKING UP AND DOWN GOTTO DO WITH MY HEART?”Kenton ~”Trayton please come with me so we can get coffee.”Trayton ~”NO. DID MOM NOT JUST SAY I AM RACING MY HEART UP AND NOW YOU WANT TO GIVE ME CAFFEINE?”&nb
Today is the big day, it is one of those days, one of those moments that you just know is going to change your life forever. Change does not come easy, I have never been known as someone that sits well with change. It is not that I don't embrace it, it is just one of my least pleasurable experiences.The entire house is a buzz this morning. My mom is desperately running after an overexcited Ava to calm her down. The boys are all in the kitchen having their coffee, not the least bit fazed by all the commotion in the house. And me, I am trying to be useful somewhere but not succeeding.
How far are you willing to go for a friend? A friend that is like a brother but a friend that is also your boss, the Mafia Boss, Jackson D'Angelo.If there is something I have learned in all these years then it is never to cross Jackson. If you cross him it better be in a good way. There is one thing you just don't do and that is piss the biggest boss in the business off.My first job for him is simple, take his underboss out and then I will take his place. But that is not the sole reason, Anthony burst through and when I say burst through, he literally kicked the bathroom door down one day while Jackson and Kayley were fighting. And now Kayley, the bad ass Mafia Queen wants him gone.But this would not be happening if Anthony was still with his girl Danny. See Danny just had her own little baby boy. They all thought that it was Anthony's but in one hot as argument it came out th