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Chapter 22.8: Love and Predicament
AUGUST
Monday turned out to be so much interesting and even though I expected some bullshit to go down, I was absolutely caught off guard. I wasn’t expecting the part where Rachel was upset with the fact that I’m not making some moves towards her. I almost thought things are going to be fine between us and that I’m the one who’s not feeling okay with what happened and that I’m just going to be passive with it. I was dead ass wrong with that. After what happened at the party, I was so sure that Rachel was just wasted and that she just wants to some fun. Turns out that she had some negative feelings towards me. I realized that part of the reason why she forgot about my existence at the party was because she’s pissed off. How did I not see through that? I know I should be the one upset towards her for attacking me when clearly, I don’t to have sex with her.
I found myself
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