Chapter 45 - Sacrifices
Nesrin*One year ago*"You need to slow down, Nesrin. You're not getting any better, and lately, you seem even more exhausted than usual," Imelda scolded.She had made it a point to visit me once a month after everything happened. Imelda said it was because she missed me, but I think it was more her making sure I didn't try to enter the Dark realm again to save the three other people who had helped us escape.
I had pleaded my case to my parents repeatedly, but with me no longer having any pull in the Capital. Their word was law. If they said no, it was no. If Lir, Drabek and Kier were still alive, it would have only been two weeks since we were taken and made it back to Gardenia. But for Apollo and I, it had been over a year since we had been in that horrible place.Adjusting to our new normal was hard. Apollo had joined the Royal guards not long after returning. He was reluctant at first,Chapter 46 - ReliefApolloI let out a shaky breath; Nesrin gave my hand a tight squeeze reassuring me that I wasn't alone. I stared up at the little log house that I used to call my home. The wooden porch now more weathered than it once was. The gardens and flowers were just as vibrant and lively as I remembered.The last time I had been here was when I brought home Illaria's body. I had no idea how this was going to go. My sister was so sure that they would be happy to see me, welcome me home with open arms, but I couldn't see how. "You won't know unless you knock on the door, Apollo. Despite everything, they will always love you," Nesrin said as if knowing my thoughts."But what if they don't? What if I knock on the door, and they shut it in my face?" I looked down at her then. She gave me a soft smile. One made my nerves steady and my heart slow. "Then, at least we can say you tried. What is a life worth living
Chapter 47 - The final truthNesrin *Six months ago*"The time is coming. Darkness will rise once again.""Rise,""Rise," I jolted awake, covered in sweat. My heart was racing against my chest. Apollo was passed out beside me, his hand resting on my swollen belly. I looked out the window of my bedroom. The moon was glowing brightly against the night sky as it glowed against the snow-covered ground. I would have the twins any day now, and the closer I got to their arrival, the worst the nightmares and whispers in the dark got. My body felt so cold lately, and the scars on my body ached even more as their presence grew stronger. It felt as though the shadows had somehow sunk their claws into me. I needed to get out of the palace, get out of here for a little while. I needed to feel the cold air against my skin.I slowly moved Apollo's hand and slid out of our bed. The exhaustion was a constant w
Chapter 48 - LoopholeNesrin *Present day*I looked at my brother, waiting for him to blow up. I could feel the presence of the shadows heavy around me. They were watching, listening to see what would happen. Which only meant it was a matter of time before Dela came for me. Or maybe she would take it slow, let me worry myself into exhaustion before summoning me to the Underworld to free her."Fuck me," Balor muttered, rubbing his hands down his face. He started to laugh, shaking his head. I straighten in my chair, Apollo placing a hand on my hand. "We are so fucked," He laughed as he stood up from his chair, leaning on the table, his eyes burning into mine. He stopped laughing, his face becoming serious once again."How long?" Balor's voice came out way too calm for my liking. "I ...I'm," He slammed his hand down on the table, making me jump. "How fucking long, Nes," He shouted."W
Chapter 49 - InsanityLir I was going to rip the King's throat out when I got a chance. Not that he even deserved the fucking title. My father fucked up when he hooked up with some dumb bitch he met in his meetings with the Dark Queens council. They created that abomination, and he had somehow slithered his way to the top after his mother managed to kill my father and make it look like some fucked up accident. But you reap what you sow, and she was his karma wrapped up in perfect curves, a pound of makeup and blonde hair that was as fake as her personality. And now, I would be the one who took back what she and my father stole from me long ago.The fact that I was stuck down here to be punished for betraying the crown was a joke in itself. He said I was too good to be killed, the best Commander they had. Despite who I was and how I got to this point. The bastard would keep me here starved for a few months in hopes I would learn my
Chapter 50 - OblivionNesrinI couldn't sleep; not knowing when I would be summoned to the Underworld kept my mind anxious. The ache my scars seemed to be giving me lately made it impossible to get comfortable either way.I heard a loud yell followed by a female scream echoing down the hall from Balor's room. I jumped from my bed and raced to the door. "Stay with the girls," I said as I heard Apollo follow after me. I ran out into the hallway before he could answer. I rushed towards Balor's door; vines and a strong ward encased the door, making it impossible for me to get past it. I banged on the door as hard as I could. "Balor, Reyna," I shouted as I banged my fist against the door harder."Balor," Reyna's voice pleaded. My heart hammered against my chest. Was this it? Did Dela want Balor here so she could kill off my family one by one? Balor rambled on through th
Chapter 51 - RetributionDela"I'd say it's a pleasure to see you, Dela. But we both know that would be a lie. So I'll say this instead," Balthazar muttered. His face was void of all emotion as he stared at me. He was trying to intimidate, make me cower before him. Balthazar hoped that the years of torture had made me weak and easy to manipulate.But I knew better. He knew that once I got out of here, the only way he could defeat me was to kill the Queen of all realms. Something he would never do. Not when it could cost him the affections of his precious little trophy wife.At first, I wanted nothing more than to destroy Athena for trapping me in the pits of the Underworld. But thanks to her little deal, I was now tied to her life. What she thought to be an eternity of misery for me was now about to be the reason why I reclaimed my rightful place in the Kingdom of Gardenia. "Surrender now, and I will reduc
Chapter 52 - Unexpected HelpApolloI felt the spell snap when Nesrin's presence disappeared from our realm. A strange feeling settled over me. Fear and anger were just a couple of the emotions I was feeling. Nesrin always risked everything to protect the people she cared about. Now it would be my turn to risk it all to save her.I left Audra with the girls and raced out to the dining hall. Everyone stopped talking, turning their attention towards me—confused expressions on their faces. "She's gone," I said, my heart pounding against my chest. Balor was the first to stand. "Who's gone, Apollo?" Damon asked, his brows pinched together. "Nesrin, Dela took her," I answered. A tense silence settled over the table. Balor slammed his hand against the table, making everyone jump. "Fucking, hell. I swear to the mothers that I will be the one who teaches that bitch a lesson,"
Chapter 53 - WarApolloThe whole field seemed to pause. Everyone looked over at one another. Erik looked at me with a questioning look on his face. Unease filled the air. I swallowed hard, unsure whether this was real or some mind game Dela had started. With her being able to project herself out of the Underworld undetected all those years. We were practically blind when it came to knowing her powers' true strength. Drabek took a tentative step towards us; the guards around us raised their swords in a warning. "You're alive," I said in disbelief. We had gone two years without knowing whether they had survived or not—two years of not knowing whether we needed to mourn them."Well, I wouldn't say these two were ever really alive," Drabek teased, jerking his head towards Lir and Kier, who grunted in response. "I'm guessing these are friends of yours," Balthazar said. "I wouldn't ever be