Chapter 27Amanda's POV I still don't know why Andrew is making things difficult for me, telling me he wants me to want him, actually makes my heart ache for him for a moment.I know this is bound to happen but I just have to stop now so I don't get deeply in love with him for any reason.I need him to just agree to the divorce, why is he making things so complicated for me? This isn't fair at all, seeing he is not ready, I had to leave him alone and headed to the company because I will be airing a program by 10 am, so I need to make sure I get to work before then and also be able to calm myself as well.Immediately I got to work, I had to place my phone on DMD mood so no calls would disturb me at all.I had to start preparing for the airing program when the thought of Andrew filled my head and my heart started beating hard, the lovemaking we had last night played in my head, I really don't know how to stop thinking about him, gosh I need to focus for once.I finished with everything
Chapter 28Amanda's POV"Tell me.” He requested looking so worried."No, I don't love him, you are the only man I love so please give me a little time,” I begged of him."I am scared because this is not the Amanda I fell in love with, she is the craziest type that will never refuse a kiss from me, I will take it slow with you till you are ready.” He replied."Thank you for always understanding me.” I hugged him and he caressed my back which felt so uncomfortable for me but I just had to bear it."Smith, I am a bit hungry, I don't want to eat from the hotel can you place an order for me, there is this restaurant I have in mind.”"Okay, tell me which of the restaurants, let me order it immediately, I don't want my baby to be hungry.” He added."Thank you, my love, it's Ray Restaurant, their food is great and you should also order some for yourself because you will love it.” "Really? If that's the case, I will make my order immediately without wasting any time at all.” He replied with
Chapter 29Amanda's POV"This is all I am asking, soon we can make love always but right now, a lot is going on in my mind, so please.”He didn't say a word to me, I knew he was not happy at all with me but I really don't know why I can't have sex with him, I need to get myself better before any new things like this happen again."Do you still love me or him?” He asked after he took his seat."I love you, that's all that matters, others don't matter anymore.” I walked to him just to make him understand me."Okay fine, you know I can never get mad at you though It hurt me so much, I miss you Amanda but I am willing to wait.” He held my hands and it was just a relief seeing he didn't argue or want to force me against my will."Thank you so much.” I said and hugged him in the process," So, I guess I better take my leave now so I don't get tempted by you again.”"Really?”"Yes my love, you know you look so beautiful and irresistible, I might be able to control myself now but a few minute
Chapter 30Amanda's POV A few days later, I was already back home in California, sometimes I paid a visit to Layla and we went to the Spa together.I came up with a fake story about the reason I returned home, she bought it and I hate lying to her but right now, I don't want her getting suffocated over my personal issues in life.She is a good friend and I am glad I met her, I will never lose a friend like her.I decided to visit my mother, I took my comb as usual and the nurse directed me to where she was."Amanda, my little pumpkin, what happened to you? You have lost so much weight, why are you not eating? You know Prom is around the corner.”I hugged my mother, even if she is insane, she still has a mother's sanity in her, when will she ever get better?"Mom,” I called her name still in her arms crying."Why are you crying, Amanda? Did someone bully you at school? Talk to me dear one, what happened?” She was so concerned and I loved it, this is all I want from my mother, I wish s
Chapter 31Amanda's POVI rested on my bed and was restless all through, I hate every single thing that is taking place right now, what am I going to do now?Smith called me non-stop and I refused to pick up because I was really upset about everything. If he loves me, why didn't he just give her the divorce documents and we will no longer be separated at all?Seeing his call one more time, I decided to pick up, "What is it?”"I am sorry, please step out let's talk my love, you know I can't leave you this way unhappy.”"Go to your wife, I know you love her so much so it's understandable,” I added."Oh come on my love, you know I love you more than anything else in this world and for your sake, I am willing to disobey my family, come on, believe me.” He added and I let out a smile saying, "You have just five minutes.” I ended the call and stepped out of my room after wearing something easy.I opened the door and he was out there waiting patiently for me to show up, "Don't you ever give
Chapter 32Andrew's POV “Amanda, is that you? Amanda!!” I hugged her and immediately I got slapped by the lady I was hugging, "Are you insane? How dare you hug me?”"I am sorry,” I said going back to my seat with the bottle of drink in my hand.I felt so frustrated and everything about me is ruined already,how did I fall this hard?, my life doesn't make sense at all anymore, I needed her in my life.How I wish she was here with me, now I see her in everyone.I finished drinking my last bottle and left the bar heading home.Getting home, I saw my friend waiting at the gate, "Why are you here?”I asked immediately as I got out of my car, "Andrew, you are killing yourself all over again all because of her, what is going on with you?”"I am human so please don't judge me at all.”"I am not judging you but you are losing your touch gradually, you abandoned everything under your possession, come on, you need to get out of this mystery for good.”"I am done talking outside, I need to rest,”
Chapter 33Amanda's POVI guess it's obvious that Andrew is crazy, how can he still tell me he loves me after everything I said to him on the phone?Why am I even feeling guilty? I know I don't mean those words but I have to say them on purpose to make sure he stops loving me, I wanted him to hate me at all cost, truly Andrew is a mystery.I took a walk on the lane with my earpiece on, what could I do to make it up to Smith right now, he was still furious at me and I hadn't done anything wrong at all.I stopped for a moment feeling a bit confused about everything, I called Smith again and he refused to answer any of my calls, this was driving me crazy for real, what would I do right now?I called Layla immediately asking her if she cares to hang out and she accepted saying she is bored as well because her husband and son went out for men's shopping so I called at the right time.I returned home immediately to change my outfit and booked a ride to the subway to meet her, I got there be
Chapter 34Andrew's POV"You mean she did what? I think it's high time you forget about that girl and move on with your life, she doesn't deserve to have you at all, we have other good girls out there.” Romeo said looking so frustrated, it was as if we swapped each other's roles, he was more pained than I was.“Romeo, I am fine for real, this is nothing at all, I will take in more just to be by her side.”“Sorry to say this man, you are under a spell, and with each of your responses, I am certain, Amanda has bewitched you.” He added and I laughed about it, yes my friend cares about me so much but this is beyond me, I love Amanda so much."No one bewitched me, I fell for her and it's had to fall out of love, I am scared that if I do so, it will be hard for her, but for now, do me a favor.”"And what could that be?” He asked."Please don't mention her name to me for now, If I wish to start my life again, I need not hear her name.”"I get you, friend, just know that I am always available