DamionHe nodded. “Yes. She worked out here a lot. I’d come by to check on Oliver and she would be here. Oliver always talked very highly of her. Talked about how well she did with the farm and that one day, she deserved to have a spread like this one.”That was news to me. “Did she think she was getting the farm?” I asked.It would certainly explain her immediate dislike of me. Maybe she resented me. Maybe the sex and pretending to like me and Oliver had been fake. She wanted the farm, not the man. I started to rethink everything I had come to know about her, replaying every meeting with her.“I don’t think she thought that at all. From what I hear, she kind of got stuck with the place. She was asking around about the new foreman Oliver hired before his death. No one knew anything about it. She turned down a job to stick around and watch the farm until the new guy showed up. I’m guessing you were the new guy.”I nodded. “Yep. That’s me.”“I’m not trying to be a dick, but why are you
AlexI looked around the bedroom in Wayne’s house, making sure I hadn’t forgotten anything. I checked under the bed, looking for any stray socks. It had been exhausting, being on the farm, but I felt confident the place was back on track. Wayne could handle things going forward. Wayne and the team I insisted he hire. The man was going to work himself into an early grave. Although he was convinced it wouldn’t be early at all.I had gotten the sense the man was lonely. More than just lonely. He had essentially given up. He was tired and weary. He missed his wife and was convinced that she was in heaven waiting for him. I couldn’t begin to understand what he felt. I had never felt that kind of love. He didn’t want to live without his wife. It was sad and sweet at the same time.During my time with Wayne, he had regaled me with stories about her. I felt like I knew her. I almost wished I did. Hearing about his great love had made me think about my own life. I had a feeling that was his in
Alex“I appreciate the offer—”“Before you completely shut it down, take some time to think about it. You don’t have to make a decision right now.”I didn’t want to reject such a special gift. I couldn’t possibly accept, but I would let him have the satisfaction of me waiting a few days before I politely turned down his offer. “I will think about it,” I told him.“Thank you. Drive safe.”“I will do that. Take care of yourself Wayne and let those guys do the heavy lifting.”He smiled before giving me a wink. “I have no intention of working too hard. Think about my offer. I won’t put an expiration date on it, but God might have an expiration date on me.”“I will think about it. Goodbye.”I gave him a last hug before heading out to my truck. I was looking forward to sleeping in my own bed. I was not looking forward to the long drive to get there. I was hoping to do it all in one day again. It seemed silly to drive six hours, get a hotel, and then drive another four. It would make for a l
DamionI had seen the truck on the side of the road and was already going to stop. It was what people did out in the country. Back in New York, I would have been less inclined to stop on the side of a dark road to offer help to a complete stranger, but not in Montana. I likely knew the person.When I got close enough to see it was Alex, I was both thrilled and sad. She hadn’t even bothered to let me know she was back in town. Then again, she owed me nothing. Why would she tell me she was back? It still hurt a little to know she hadn’t bothered to say hi. I pushed it aside. My own sore ego didn’t matter. She needed help.“Flat?” I asked the obvious, feeling a little dumb for asking such a dumb question.“Yes. Flat.”“Do you need help changing it?” I asked.“No, I don’t need any help,” she snapped.It was like I was meeting her for the first time. Our first meeting—hell, our first several meetings—had gone something like this. She talked to me with disdain and I got pissed. I wasn’t goi
DamionI got the tire off and quickly put the new one on. “Oliver missed you,” I told her and immediately regretted it.I wasn’t trying to make her feel guilty. I didn’t want to use my son as a weapon.“I’m sorry I didn’t call,” she said in a quiet voice.“You don’t owe me anything,” I said.“You didn’t call me either,” she went on.I looked up, finding her staring down at me. “No, I didn’t. I didn’t think you would want me to.”She shrugged. “You could have.”I didn’t know how to answer that. I focused on getting the tire put back on. The sooner I got it done, the quicker we could go our separate ways. I had been looking forward to the day she came back. I wasn’t sure what I had thought was going to happen when she did come back. I had let myself believe she would come back, we’d kiss and make up, and life would be great.I couldn’t explain why I had let myself feel like that. She had made herself very clear about what she was looking for—which was nothing.I finished tightening the
AlexI walked into the restaurant after sleeping off the road weariness. I was still dragging ass a little, but I felt a lot better than I had when I had fallen into bed the night before.My eyes scanned the tables, passing over the usual coffee crowd comprised of about six of the old timers from the area. They loved to sit, gossip, and nurse their coffees well into the lunch hour.I saw Sadie sitting at a table and quickly made my way to her table. She looked up and saw me. She squealed and jumped up. I couldn’t stop my smile. We both threw our arms around each other.“Oh my god!” she said. “I can’t believe it’s been a month. You can’t do that again.”“I’m sorry. It’s good to see you.”We both took our seats. “Tell me you won’t go back there again.”I cringed. “I don’t know if I will.”“What? What does that mean?”Before I got the chance to answer, the waitress came by. We ordered coffee and big breakfasts. Both of us were splurging.“Wayne offered me his farm,” I told her.She wrink
AlexI nodded. “I didn’t talk to him and he didn’t talk to me. I did run into him last night. Actually, he ran into me. I got a flat tire just as I was coming into town. He happened to come to my rescue. It was so weird. He was standoffish. I could tell he was a little pissed at me.”“I think you should talk to him. Don’t run off when the going gets tough. You’re a tough girl. You don’t have to prove yourself to anyone.”I knew she was right. “I’m a coward. I hate talking about feelings and all that crap. I just like things to happen.”She slowly nodded. “I get it. I’m not asking you to bare your heart and soul. Maybe just be casual about it. Tell him you like him and want to see where things go.”I cringed. I physically cringed at the thought of having that kind of conversation. I was so not that type of person. “That sounds awful.”She laughed. “It sounds like something adults do.”“Ugh, I don’t want to.”“Hey, what is the worst that can happen?” she asked.“Um, he can laugh in my f
DamionI had picked up my phone to cancel the date at least five times. I was nervous as hell about leaving Oliver with a woman I had never met. I trusted Alex’s judgment. I also trusted Oliver. If Sadie did anything inappropriate, he would call her on it.“Are you sure you’re okay with me leaving?” I asked Oliver, who was curled up with a book in his favorite chair.“Yes.”He didn’t even look up from his book. To his credit, I had asked him the same question repeatedly. I was nervous as hell and it wasn’t only about leaving Oliver with a new babysitter. I wondered what it was Alex had to say. I was hoping it was a good thing and not her telling me to fuck off for good.I had changed clothes several times, trying to decide what was the best outfit. I ended up going with slacks and a simple polo. I didn’t want to be the stuffy guy from New York, but I didn’t want to be the farmer that wore dirty jeans everywhere.I heard the sound of a truck coming down the driveway. Nerves threatened