I watch as they drag Marla away, and my heart shatters. I try to tell myself that I did the right thing. After all, she was a trespasser. I don't even know this girl.I owe her nothing. No kindness, no compassion. She means nothing to me.I tell myself that over and over. But the reality is, I know that's not true. As soon as I saw her, I felt a connection. A connection I've never felt before. A connection that tells me that she's my mate.Maybe I should have kept her here a little while longer, to see if my instincts were right. Maybe I should have talked to her, asked her how she felt. Or maybe I should have just felt into myself and trusted my instincts. After all, that's what they're there for. And my instincts are telling me that this woman is meant for me.I know I love her.I know that she's my true mate. And now, I've sent her away. I've refused to even talk to her. I've refused to help her. I've refused to show her any compassion. I have to have compassion, th
It's been more than a week now, but I cannot stop thinking about the Alpha. I can't get him out of my head. I can't stop thinking about his perfect, gorgeous face. When I close my eyes, I can almost feel his lips on mine, his arms around me. I tried to forget about him, but I can't. I never stop thinking about him. It's as though something has changed inside of me. No matter what I do, his face keeps flashing through my mind, and his body haunts my dreams.I wish I could forget about him. I wish I could stop thinking about him. But I can't. Every time I look out of my cell, the memory of his beautiful green eyes and that beautiful wavy dark hair is there, staring back at me. It's almost as though he's haunting me, trying to draw me out.I love him, but I'm afraid of him, too. I'm afraid that he's going to kill me. I'm afraid that he's going to turn me over to his pack and watch them tear me to shreds. I can't keep thinking about him. I have to forget about him and foc
I'm in shock.How can this be happening?The Alpha is truly standing in front of me. He's in wolf form, but I can see the compassion in his eyes. I see love. And I realize that I was wrong to doubt him. I was foolish to think that he would turn his back and let me die like this.I'm free, but I'm so stunned that I'm not sure what to do about it. I feel the blood pouring out of my shoulder. I feel the pain in my leg. I'm injured, but I don't want to run away. I want to be alone with the Alpha. I want to be alone with him forever.I love him, and he loves me. I know this for sure as soon as I look in his eyes. I see it in his face, in the set of his shoulders, and in the way he steps forward and puts himself between me and the wolves.I turn away from the pack and the guards, and I turn toward the Alpha.He runs toward me, and then he shifts. I watch him as he shifts from a wolf to a man, and then I am in his arms. I am with the man I love. I feel safe in his arms, and I never want
As soon as I hear the news, my blood runs cold. Nicholas-- my Nicholas-- engaged to some rogue outsider?It is a level of rage I've never experienced."Rachel. Rachel, are you alright?" my friend Jessica asks me. I nod, but it's a lie.If Nicholas really marries this Marla girl, I'm not sure I'll ever be alright again. "I need to go," I mutter, standing up."Rachel-- are you sure you're alright?" Jessica asks me.I ignore her questions. The only thing I can think about is getting to the Alpha."I need to see Nicholas," I say, storming out the door."Are you sure you don't want me to give him a message?" she asks. I know she means well, but I just can't think of anything but him. I'm not ready to talk about what's going on with him yet. I'm too raw. I feel like I'm in pieces-- like I'm a jigsaw puzzle that's been destroyed, and I'm working on putting myself back together."Thanks, Jessica," I say, "but I'll be alright.""Are you sure?" she asks. I nod, not trusting my wo
I never thought I would be so lucky as to marry my true mate. After everything that happened with Lucas, I wasn't even sure I believed in true mates anymore.But now I'm here. With Nicholas. And suddenly, everything in the world is right.All of the things I have suffered-- the heartbreak, the betrayal, the banishment, my kidnapping. All of it was worth it because it led me to him.Nicholas has set me up in a small cabin on the edge of the camp. It is to be my home until our wedding day. And even though it is a simple home, it is ten times more beautiful to me than the most luxurious of mansions could ever be because it is a gift from him.I look out through the back door. The forest makes everything seem idyllic. The leaves are crimson and orange, and the sunlight glitters off of them. There's a small stream to my left, and I can see the water moving as the fish swims by. It is beautiful.I wonder about the rest of the camp. Aside from Nicholas's house and the cave they held me
I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say to that. As the words sink in, the color drains from my face."Okay," I say to her. "Let's say this is true. Let's say I believe you. There's got to be something we can do, right? Some way to change it?""No," she says. "I'm sorry. This is how you were meant to be. There is no changing your future."I have to let that sink in for a second. I don't even know what to say. I look out at the water, and it seems to be mocking me now. I can feel it, and it's not nice. It's trying to tell me that I'm about to be consumed in pain, and that it's all going to be my fault."So, you're saying then that I should tell him to forget about me. I shouldn't marry him.""I'm not saying that," she says. I'm not saying anything. But it would be the only way to save his life."And with that, she is gone.I am left sitting on that bench, staring out into the water. I can hear a single bird chirping in the distance. And I can hear my heart pounding in m
Nicholas is silent for a moment. I can tell he's trying to process what I'm saying, but he can't."I don't understand," he says. "It's not you," I say. "It's me. This is all my fault.""Can you be more specific?" he asks. I don't know what to make of his tone."I'm cursed," I say. "I'm bad luck.""Cursed..." he repeats. "I don't understand. You're not making any sense.""I'm sorry," I say. "I don't either. Not really. There's just some stuff I need you to know. And once I tell you, I'm pretty sure you'll hate me and never want to talk to me again, and I'm not sure I can handle that.""You're scaring me, Marla," Nicholas says. "But whatever you have to say, I'm listening.""I can't marry you," I say. "I wish I could, but I can't. It's not fair to you, and I just can’t do it.""What are you saying?" Nicholas asks. "This isn't making any sense. Why can't you marry me?""I'm cursed," I say. "There's a black star hanging over me, and if you marry me, you'll die!""What are you t
NICHOLAS’S POVI don't understand why she's doing this. I don't understand why she's breaking up with me. I don't understand how she can just let me go so easily.I sit in the living room, alone, with my head in my hands, thinking about the words I said to her and the ones she said to meI know she said she was doing it for me. That it was to keep me safe. But I am the alpha. I don't need her to keep me safe. I'm more than capable of taking care of myself. But when she said she loved me, it sounded so real. I could feel it. It was coming from her soul. It was coming from her heart.So why did she have to break up with me? Why did she have to make it so final? If she really loved me, she would have fought for me. She would have agreed to work together to find a plan.I can't just let her go like this. I can't just let her walk away without so much as a fight.I feel dead inside. More dead than I ever have before. And I'm mad. I'm mad at her for breaking up with me. I'm mad at