Third Chances

Alessandro Petrov (P.O.V.)

I woke up this morning feeling like a brick had hit me on the head, causing me to pass out for a couple of hours. Before I went to bed last night, I unintentionally drank a bottle of whiskey. I was so emotional after the date that I could not help myself. I wanted to go talk to her about what happened, but I felt like I was caught red-handed and there was not much that I can do to plea my case. I was so stupid to think that I could have the best of both worlds that I became greedy and now I might lose her. I do not want to give up on her, but at the same time, I am not sure what I should do about this.

There were countless times last night when I would find myself in front of her bedroom door, trying to find the courage to knock on the door but I could not bring myself to it. I really messed up this time and I do not know how to fix this.

I laid in bed for another fifteen minutes before I decided to shower and get read