GABRIEL***It was raining outside, but I didn't care. I was going to find her at all costs and we would talk things through. I would apologize. My pride didn’t matter anymore. I had already lost enough because of it- I wouldn’t let it make me lose anymore. I was going to apologize today because I didn’t know what would happen tomorrow.Life was unpredictable. What if I woke up and she was no longer there, just like what had happened in high school? Life had awarded me another chance to make things right and I wouldn’t pass it up this time. I didn’t know where to start looking for her but I would look through every room of the school if that was what it would take to find her.I was walking aimlessly and I decided to start with her dorm room. That was where she was most likely to be, given the weather. All along a voice whispered, saying that I should change my mind before I ruined things more than I already had. But I refused to listen to it. I had listened to it for long enough and
Bakersville High School***“How do you feel about your first day at your new school?” Louise asked as she straightened Gabriel’s clothes.“I feel great,” Gabriel said and gave the biggest smile he could muster.He was lying.Gabriel was anxious. He was afraid, but he knew he couldn’t tell Louise that.He was just a child, but he had learned early that Louise had many things that worried her and he didn’t want to be one of them. He didn’t know then what those things were, he just knew that sometimes when she thought he wasn’t looking, Louise would cry while looking out of the window.They had moved during the school break. His parents had made the decision and he had hoped that as the only child they would at least ask him how he felt about it but they hadn’t. In fact, his father had called him aside and told him that it was because of him, because of how he always had a way of ruining things.He had ruined their marriage by being born, that’s what he said, and that’s why they needed
EMILY***“I asked what was going on,” Harper asked again.I dried my tears and got up. Gabriel had already gotten up and was standing in front of her.“I found her crying in the rain and I couldn’t leave her there,” he said. I walked over towards them. I would have to explain myself. I wouldn’t let him fight this misunderstanding alone.“I know it looks suspicious but it’s just like he said,” I said, “he found me crying in the rain and he brought me into his room and gave me a change of clothes. I understand your frustration.”She laughed.“Is that it? If it really is, then why is he crying, too? If it was about getting you out of the rain why didn’t he take you to your room? Why did he bring you into his?” she asked.Her voice was shaking. She was angry. She had every reason to be. I would be too if I was in her shoes. She started pacing around the room, and that seemed to make her even angrier. Gabriel and I stood where we were, looking at the floor, looking like kids who had been
EMILY***“I need your help,” I said as I walked into Harry’s room. He was the only person I could think of who could help with the whole situation. I had left Gabriel alone but I knew that he was vulnerable and he needed to be with someone at that moment. I had made it so that he couldn’t be with his girlfriend so I needed to make sure he was not all alone.“Is everything okay?” he asked as he walked after me into the room. I was pacing around frantically.“I know you and Gabriel are not on good terms but he needs your help,” I said.“We’re actually on good terms,” he said, “what happened?”“You are?” I asked, wondering when that happened.He nodded. I would ask about that later, it was not what was most important in that moment.“Someone wrote an article saying that he has abusive tendencies and posted it on the school bulletin board,” I said and I immediately felt guilty for saying ‘someone’ because I knew who it was and worse, I was the one who suggested that they do so. I hoped
GABRIEL***“Open up, man,” Harry said as he continued pounding on the door.I was seated at the foot of my bed, wondering how the roof over my head hadn’t already caved in. my world was crashing down, why wasn’t the real world in shambles? Why was real life going on oblivious to the fact that my life was falling apart? Was that fair? It didn’t feel fair. It didn’t feel right.“Go away,” I said, “I want to be alone.”“I’ll let you be alone any other day, just not today, okay? Open up, man. I’m not leaving until you do.I got up and went to the door. If I knew anything about Harry, it was the fact that he meant what he said. I opened the door and he hugged me immediately.“I heard what happened. I am so sorry,” he said.I tried my best not to cry. I couldn’t cry in front of him. I needed to keep it together.I needed to, but he kept saying that he was sorry and he kept patting my back and I couldn’t hold in my feelings for much longer. I let myself cry. My life had already fallen apart
EMILY***“We need to talk,” I said as I walked into Tiffany’s room.She had just woken up, and I could tell that she had slept well. She walked slowly behind me into the room and went back into her bed. She lay there as she stared at me lazily. Meanwhile, I had barely slept. Not only was I worried for Gabriel, I was also worried that Tiffany would do something crazy if I fell asleep and so I stayed awake, keeping watch, hoping and praying she wouldn’t start another fire. I had come to see her first thing that morning.“What’s up?” she asked when she noticed I wasn’t saying anything.I was lost in thought. I didn’t know how to tell her that she needed to stop without sounding hostile. I didn’t want to sound angry. I was still at risk of being exposed by her after all. Harry had been right. I shouldn’t have messed with her. I shouldn’t even have approached her directly.I should have reported her or something for trying to threaten my well-being. I should have protected my fresh start
Bakersville High School“What’s going on?” Emily asked Julie as they walked to their next class.She knew the feeling all too well, she was being talked about. It hadn’t happened in such a long time and she couldn’t help but wonder what this was about. She couldn’t pinpoint anything that had happened in the recent past that warranted such behavior from the rest of the school.“I don’t know,” Julie said, looking around, throwing mean looks here and there to discourage all the people that were whispering amongst themselves and laughing.It worked for the most part and they were able to make it to class. Emily couldn’t focus on her class. Her mind was going around in circles. She was scared, what was this about? Had she done something? Said something? Was it an outfit she had worn? Was it that day’s outfit?She looked down at herself- she hadn’t worn anything out of her usual attire. She couldn’t place a finger on why she was the topic of discussion yet again and it bothered her. It was
EMILY***“It’s Tiffany, isn’t it?” Harry asked as I paced around his room.I was so anxious I was afraid that I would bite my whole nail off. He had caught me. He had caught on already and if he had Gabriel wasn’t too far behind. He wasn’t like me. He didn’t linger in his emotions for too long. He would snap out of it and he would start to think about things and he would realize that it was Tiffany as well.It didn’t matter that he didn’t know who she was, as long as he could discover that the article was written by the person behind the texts. That already put me in so much trouble. He knew I knew who the person was and that I had used them to send my own threatening texts to him.I could already picture him coming up with the scenario I'd come up with in the shower. It was just a matter of time before I was caught. What was I supposed to say? What would I do? How would it affect the reconciliation that we had come to? Would we go back to being sworn enemies? I was screwed.“Yes, it