'Life is truely full of amazing things, and I thank God for everything I have experienced and seen so far from all of his creations', I sighed.
I am riding the bus home and it's still early in the morning.
Although it's rush hour in the city, I felt very tranquil and with headphones covering my ears, it made me even more undisturbed.
I texted Sarah that I am already on the bus and said on the next text,
'Babe, I miss you already, but I promise that we'll see each other soon.'
'I will wait for you (with kiss emoji)', she replied.
Wearing a very warm smile, I fell asleep on the bus and got back home safely.
'Babe, where are you? Can you go to one of the study huts in Mt. Spring College? I had my cousin bring my gift for you. I'm really sorry if I was not able to go on vacation in the Island, my budget is really tight. I will make it up to you soon'
(Sent 5:30 PM) From: Shaun'It's fine babe, I know we'll have more time later
'Are you not afraid of me getting pregnant?'I am not able to say anything back to her.Why not let me indulge in this satisfying feeling first before saying something like that?I know that I assured that I will take responsibility if ever that happens but I can't really help but be shocked for a second there.I said, 'You said it was okay even if I were to finish inside. I really want to try doing it inside and it's really worth it.Shooting it inside you babe is the most satisfying thing ever.'Sarah also agreed that being filled up inside is also a very weird and satisfying thing for her.She added that she's just worried that the calendar method will not work.Both of our brains almost ran simultaneously and we are confident that with Sarah's regular menstruation cycles, it would really be safe.With that being agreed, we quickly put our clothes on.We kissed and I teasingly asked for another round.Sa
I did not receive a reply from Sarah during that day.Calling her is also out of the question because I thought I would not be able to handle whatever reaction she may have.Painful, it really is.One week passed and surely, she should've received that text now.My heart is aching until this day.It's hard to accept a break up that stems from fear.More so that I have yet to hear from Sarah.I can't take it anymore. I have to call her.Ring!'Sorry, the number you have dialed is unavailable. Please check the number and dial again'Dialed for the 2nd time, 3rd, 4th, 5th -It seems she really got it and chose to ignore me instead.I bet she blocked my phone number.Well, it's to late for regrets now. I had to.I'm sure that all will be better for the two of us.I hope that she's coping fine.And I should stop thinking about her now, as I remember hearing someone said -
A month passed . . .I sorted out my documents and made sure that I'm ready to take on the new life I'm chasing.My plan was to head to the city and do walk-in applications for any architectural companies available.It has been a few months since I checked my emails because I can't afford to feel disappointed again and again in the past.But this time is different, I'm ready so it is time to accept the failure of the past look forward for a better future.I went to one of the internet shops near me and immediately rented a PC.As I was scrolling through my email page, I saw something I almost can't believe –From: Vulcan DesignsRE: Employment Program Invitation'Congratulations Mr. Shaun East! You are invited to be one of the prospects for our in-house employment program. Please reach out to us within 30 days after receiving this email.'Vulcan DesignsLub dub lub dub lub dubMy heart th
Time flies really fast.It has been a month since my drunken confession to Flor.Flor took it as a very surprising thing as she only feels that we should just be friends in the meantime.Yes, Flor did not reject or accept!She asked for some time to clear her mind and heart. I did not pursue the topic as I can also imagine that I am being hasty to have confessed that soon.Nonetheless, Flor and I remained very close friends and it seemed we became closer.Lynn on the other hand felt that I am too slow and said that if I want, she can help me win her heart completely.I grabbed the opportunity of possibly winning Flor's heart with Lynn's assistance.As they say - effective courting is smoother with a wingman beside you which in this case, even better, a wing woman.I don't want to let Flor slip away as I strongly feel that she is really the one for me.So, I took every chance I get in spending time with her.
Lynn and I did not get out of the bathroom.After shooting my load on her chest, we cleaned again under the shower.She's standing with her hands on the wall railings under the sprinkler and I am behind her sharing the water as well.We did not say anything to each other and this silence went on for more than 5 minutes.The cold water sprinkling on our bodies cooled my head and I was able to think that what we are doing is tad same with betrayal with the people we are engaged to or pursuing for.Yes. I know that Flor and I are not yet officially in a relationship but I also know that I have deep feelings for her already.And even though Lynn is very private about her life, we knew that she is in a relationship with someone for a long time now.As I was staring in the air in contemplation, my vision cleared and what came into view was Lynn's asymmetrical yet very alluring back.Her curves can only be said as perfect in my opinio
'What?!!!'I shockingly asked Flor.¬¬'What are you getting flustered for? Lynn said she is 5 weeks pregnant. Let's just be happy for her. I know it's sad that she's not with us for work anymore but she told me that we can visit her anytime.', Flor told me with a confused look.I quickly replied, 'I'm not flustered, it's just quite shocking that the reason she suddenly resigned is due to pregnancy. Well sure, I am happy for her and her family.'This is quite a shock. For real. I nervously thought that it is my child with Lynn. If it is 5 weeks, it should not be mine. I better contact Lynn about this - I thought.I better call Lynn to make sure she's the one I will hear this from, it would be a possible scandal if I ask thru text and someone other than her gets or reads it.Ring! Ring!'Hey! Lynn speaking.' - Lynn'Hi! It's me Shaun. How are you? - Shaun'I'm doing fine. I expected that you'd call so bring the que
I saw Flor crying in the shower!Why?Is that because she can't give up what I want?Or is she feeling guilty?Or she's just hurt for some other reasons?I am very worried now because it is my first time seeing her like that.I am her boyfriend now so I want her to cry on my shoulders if she needs comfort.But I decided to let her be and just wait for her to finish.Then maybe she'll tell me herself about what's the problem.After ten more minutes in the shower, she got out.She looks refreshed now but I can still see the redness in her eyes.Flor just said that I can shower inside now.I waited for her to open up about why she cried but nothing was said about it.But I am still willing to wait, so I hurriedly took a bath.Night cruise on a small catamaran ship. . .'Babe. Are you cold?' I asked Flor.She replied, 'Yes, a little bit. But I really like this cruise, I have n
Flor cried!I looked at her and I can clearly see that she has conflicted thoughts in her head.Seeing her cry. My manhood slouched down by itself.Yes. I suddenly got affected by her cry and lost the urge to push it through.Sigh!She really has a soft spot in my heart.I did not continue inserting my now tamed weapon and she also slowly closed her legs while facing her left side as she cries.I hurriedly lied down beside her and hugged her tightly.We did not say anything.I just let her sob while letting her know that I am here through my tight embrace.If I think I was disappointed? Honestly, yes.I felt like I got teased to death.But I know that it is not Flor's fault.Later that night, I did not notice that I fell asleep and the last thing I remembered is I did not let go of embracing her.Around 6AM in the morning . . .I woke up because I felt that my arm is stiff.