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NikolaiAfter leaving Nova’s room, I head straight downstairs to grab a beer and drown out my thoughts with some gaming. It worked for a few hours, and then my thoughts drifted back to Nova.I wanted to be there for her, wanted her to know that she could count on me through this, that I won’t fuck up again. But she wanted to be left alone; she always wanted to be left alone lately. Does that mean I’m too much? Does she need space from me?Fuck, have I become a needy boyfriend?/“Are you at the penthouse? Kon, Dimitri and I have a few things to discuss after meeting with Alder,”/ Kai’s voice cuts through my thoughts./“I am,”/ is all I answer before switching off the console and TV, then moving to the foyer to wait for my brothers. It can’t be good news, given the fact that all three of them will be here, but I guess I’ll see.Twenty minutes later, they file into my penthouse, all looking grim; not only that but there’s dried blood on Kai’s hands and forearms.“What the fuck happened?”
NovaIt’s been about a week since the accident, and Nikolai has been acting strangely the entire time. It started the night he met his brothers here at the penthouse and has gradually gotten worse. He tries to act like nothing is wrong, but I have a bad feeling about this.My legs have healed, but I’m using a crutch for the time being. Nikolai enjoyed carrying me around everywhere, but I couldn’t do it for long. I hate feeling helpless, even if he was the one helping me.I’m sitting at the breakfast nook right now, watching Nikolai whip up an omelette breakfast. He thinks I can’t sense the anxiety in his scent, thinks he’s masking it well, but since I am his mate, I can see right through him. Not only that, he barely slept a wink last night, I could hear him pacing his room.“Is everything okay, Nickybabe?” I ask, watching how he stiffens up at my words. He turns to face me with that delicious smile on his face.“Of course, why wouldn’t it be?” he asks, then brings my plate over. I gr
Nova After picking up Arya, we set off for Alpha Kai’s cabin a few miles out. Arya was just as quiet as I was, but Luna Caterina and Lilith tried their best to make us feel comfortable. What can I say? Arya and I just aren’t people’s…people. About an hour later, we arrived at the cabin. But something about it confused me…didn’t Nikolai say that it takes a few hours to travel to the cabin? Did he lie to me again? I try to put it out of my head. “Okay, ladies; let’s get this weekend started!” Lilith exclaims when we walk. She seems to be the only one excited about this; even Luna Caterina is eerily quiet today. Of course, the cabin is beautiful, with just enough rustic style to make you believe you’re actually out in the wild. Our rooms weren’t huge, thank Goddess, but quaint and comfortable. I can definitely see myself coming here again sometime soon. I hear a knock at my bedroom door while unpacking, and Arya walks in with a small smile on her face. “Settling in?” I ask, packi
NovaWe all woke up with hangovers the following day. Lilith suggested we go down to the hot spa baths next to the lake just to unwind. Well, I won’t say no to that; Goddess knows I need to unwind right now.Last night Arya snuck into my room and spoke with me a bit. Apparently, there were some hectic things going down with her family business, and she needed to offload before she started going crazy. I was more than happy to be a shoulder for her to lean on, but I had no idea what her world was like.After getting my things ready for the day, I headed out to meet the rest of the women in the foyer. I had a feeling that I was the last one there, so I tried to hurry up, but as I rounded the corner, I could hear Lilith and Luna Caterina in a heated discussion.“...what do you mean?” Lilith’s muffled voice came.“Kai says it’s been deathly quiet - no sign of them at all. He’s starting to get worried, and Nikolai is getting antsy.” This was Luna speaking… and hearing Nikolai’s name in her
Nova Everything happens way too quickly after I see him. As I’m running to Arya to try and stop her, the man who looks like Alpha Kai runs towards her at lightning speed and grabs her by the throat. He has a malicious grin on his face as his irises split into two orbs, and my heart drops right into my feet when I realise that this man is a fucking Lycan. What is happening? Why does this man look like Alpha Kai when it obviously isn’t him?! His scent doesn’t match Alpha Kai at all, and there’s a coldness extending from him that chills me to my very bones. “Who…who are you…” I squeak, feeling close to nearly fainting at his intimidating scent, but he merely grins at my terror, or rather he’s reveling in it. “Who are you?!” He continues to carry Arya in the air by her throat and throws her to the side, but out of the corner of my eye, I can see Lilith behind her breaking her fall. “Why are you here?” I hear Luna Caterina’s stern voice behind me, and I turn to look at her. She walks i
NikolaiNova walks away from me with no hesitation or hurry in her step. She’s not expecting me to run after her, but I want to; I want to fight for this relationship, but I feel like the only thing I do and say are the wrong things.I breathe out a sigh and turn around, ready to face whatever my brother has to say to us.“...What the fuck is that supposed to mean, Kai? How is this supposed to work?” I catch the remnants of Konstantin’s rant and see him pacing the floor. Whatever Kai just told him has him highly pissed off. I think we’re all pissed off at Kai in some way.“What’s going on?” I ask, walking up to them. Konstantin’s eyes are silver, Dimitri has his arms crossed, looking despondent, and Kai is leaning over the counter looking at us all. The women are standing off to the side and are wearing equally shell-shocked expressions. “Did someone die?”Konstantin scoffs. “Perfect choice of words, little brother,” he says.“There’s no need to be fucking dramatic, Konstantin-”“Oh,
NovaI fall down on Nikolai’s chest, trying to catch my breath and feel his arms constrict around me. The fact that we just had sex hit me like a ton of bricks, and now my face is heating up as I remember the words that came out of my mouth.“Hey, little Rogue,” Nikolai teases and kisses the side of my head. “There’s no reason to get shy.”“Says the one who never gets shy!” I say, burying my face in his chiselled chest or trying to. He chuckles as I say this, holding me even closer to him. I don’t know what possessed me to come to Nikolai’s room last night; I think it had something to do with everything that happened at the cabin. I’ve missed him, missed being in his arms, but the lies and violence from today just bubbled over into my need to be held. I wanted him, but I wanted him to apologise… oh Goddess, and now he has.“Nova,” he chuckles when I let out a self-deprecating groan as the memory of me riding Nikolai comes flooding back. “Hey, please don’t turn away from me. I’m sorr
NikolaiNova just shut everyone up with her words, and before she hit the ground, I caught her and held her in my arms. I look up at my brothers, everyone is pissed off at my mate for calling them out, but I have no way of explaining how she knew all their secrets.“Nikolai,” I look down, and my eyes grow wide at the sight of the third-eye opening on Nova’s forehead. The direwolf Nova is back, and she smiles at me before she lifts up from the floor to face everyone.She shoots Caterina an apologetic look. “I’m sorry, Goddess, I broke my promise to you. However, I fear something worse might have happened to Nova if I didn’t stop her in time.” She explains.Caterina takes a step toward Nova. “How did she know all those things, Nova? How could she see our lies?” She asks.Nova sighs and crosses her arms. “Nova is an extremely passionate empath and can feel when something is not right with someone, when their scent is off and when they’re trying to hide something. This is basically how he