23Valeria(Valeria first person, Khalid third person)My body kept tensing and relaxing as I tried to control my breathing, sitting naked in front of Khalid while he painted me. I didn’t know what to do. I felt nervous with anticipation. My skin was prickling with anxiousness. My fingers clenched the soft suede of the armchair he had asked me to sit on. Even the air seemed thicker and boiling with tension in Khalid’s room. It had been like that since Zara left us alone. I had told him that I was feeling much better than before, and he had asked me to have a painting session. I couldn’t wait any longer. I needed to talk to him. But all my courage left when I had to expose myself for the umpteenth time in front of his piercing eyes in his childhood room. Which smelt of something musky with his signature masculine scent. Khalid dropped the paintbrush with a sigh as he stared at her face. “Valeria, what is troubling you?” He asked, wanting to know what was causing her so much discomfo
24ValeriaMy lips parted and heart pounded wildly against my ribcage, ready to burst out hearing Khalid’s confession. He loved… me? It couldn’t be, I must be dreaming. Yes, we had great sex, and I passed out and I am dreaming about—“Yes.” I could hear the smile in his voice, pure joy lacing it. “I love you, I love you, I love you, my sweet one. I want to yell to the entire world—omph.”I tipped on my toes, kissing his lips and relishing in the softness of them when he kissed back, weaving his hand in my hair. I savored the relief and comfort and… love that came from him, showing him how much his confession meant to me, kissing him harder. He asked between the kisses, “Is this… your way… of—”“Yes,” I gasped, grinning up at him. My heart was bursting with pure joy from hearing his confession. “Yes. I love you, Khalid. More than I can ever convey in words. If I could, I would like to spend my forever with you and more.”Tears gleamed in his hazel eyes. His pupils dilated as he gazed
25Khalid My nose flared as I saw the sight of the library. Eleven people. Eleven people had tried to abduct my sister and decided to take Valeria. And they were all dead. “They took a poison,” Elena announced, checking the pulse of Tamara’s limp body. I had trusted Valeria in her hands. And she betrayed us. “They knew the risks of coming here.”Elena Hill was my betrothed before we both broke it and she left Azmia to continue her training in order to become a better sharp shooter. At least that’s what she told us. She had worked along with CIA and FBI before Zain called her for her help with security when he married Nasrin. She knew better than any of us what had happened in the library. Zayed was patting everyone’s clothes, checking what they had. They all were holding an empty small glass bottle, which likely had the poison they took. I pulled my suit jacket over Valeria’s dainty shoulders and pulled her to my chest, wishing she didn’t have to hear any of that. But I didn’t trust
26KhalidMy eyes widened when Valeria tried to walk towards me, but fainted. I reached towards her, holding her arms and head from crashing before she fell. My heart rate increased when she didn’t wake up, Elena pushing me away to check her pulse and her head. “Is she okay?” I asked, my voice low. “She possibly has a concussion. If what she said is true, we need a doctor to check her olfactory nerve.”I nodded mindlessly, stroking her hair and taking her to my room, being close to her. What if she lost her sense of smell? And it all happened because of me?***“You look like shit.”I raised my eyes from Valeria’s face to my brother. He was still wearing his clothes from the ceremony even though it was the next morning, bags under his eyes. Zain, Zayed and Elena had taken care of the break in while Rahim and Zara had managed to calm down the royal guests with the help of grandma. I was too afraid to leave Valeria alone, even in my bedroom. I had stayed with her the entire night, ho
27Valeria“And you’re done!” Zara beamed, stepping back. “Khalid is going to pray as soon as he sees you.”I smiled at her. The light makeup she had applied made me feel better. It had been a couple of days since the baby shower. Khalid was making sure I ate regularly and bathed me, always being gentle when he touched me as if I would break. He was right. I might break if someone grabbed me out of the blue.“Do you want me to take you to his room?” Zara asked in a soft voice, keeping away the products.I had talked to her about her studies when she had knocked on my door just as the sun set. She was studying photography and traveling the world all on her own. Even though she was a Princess of one of the richest countries in the world, she earned her own money and lived by herself. I was glad that Zain and Khalid had done a good job spoiling their little sister with love and not materialistic things. I shook my head, “I can manage, thank you, Zara.”“You can call me anytime you need
28Khalid“Do you have to leave?” I frowned, staring at her suitcase as Valeria kept her toiletry bag inside the suitcase, asking me to help her zip it closed. “We already talked about this, Khalid,” she grunted, sighing as she zipped another suitcase. My grandma had ordered me to give her a lot of sweets and snacks from Azmia so she had more bags with her than she arrived with. “I know that you have a new launch coming soon but… can’t you stay for a week?” I asked, almost begging her not to leave. After that incident in the bathroom, I hadn’t left her side for more than an hour, wanting to make sure she was safe. No one had commented on the slash on my cheekbone if they noticed it. I knew she felt guilty for it, but she didn’t hurt me intentionally. I was the one who stepped towards her, wanting to make sure the glass didn’t hurt her when it slashed through my skin. “I have to prepare for interviews and photoshoots for the launch campaign, Khalid.” She walked towards me, hugging m
PART FOUR “Ruin me if you wish to. I am all yours, Valeria.” 29Khalid“You look pathetic,” the old woman with grey hair mocked me when she entered my room. She scrunched her face at the scent of oil paints and fumes, eyeing the red mess on the canvas. “Did you do that, boy?”“You know what my name is, jadati,” I said, staring at the painting. I wanted to tear it apart. Burn it. “Zain seemed concerned about you. Ever since Salman died, you haven’t stepped out of this room,” she said taking a good luck at the painting. I shrugged. “So what? Why are you here anyway? You have never been around.”If you were, you could see what your son did. You could have saved who was I kidding by overthinking about it. He was dead. I had killed him. “I wanted to make sure how you were coping, Khalid,” she whispered. Grandmother never knew what her son did, she lived in another palace even though our grandfather had passed away. My father rarely allowed her to visit but when she did, it felt like
30Valeria“And please check the packaging for any leaks. Yes, I want you to go the factory and check them personally—”Someone knocked on the door, I pulled the phone from my ear and said, “Give me five minutes, please.”I continued talking to the employee until he understood what he had to check after visiting the factory and the chemical lab. “Come in.”I read the paper in front of me, my fingers tracing over the Braille. The person who had entered wasn’t light on their feet like my assistant. The feet felt heavy but soft. There was a change in air as someone deposited something on my desk, looming close to me. Before I could ask them who were they, I heard him. “Hello, my sweet one,” Khalid greeted me, standing in my office. In London. In front of me. I stood up, ready to hug him but held back, remembering the times he had made me scared and worried about him for the past month. Ignoring me as if I didn’t exist. I cleared my throat. “Hello, Khalid. What are you doing here?”