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Chapter 49 : I'm the problem
Niharika NafisaFrom the next chapter, there will be a second phase of the book because I'll be taking you to a flashback of their teenage period and you'll get to know why Samuel actually left. And I don't wanna give away any spoilers but the major event of his life is yet to be disclosed which takes place after that. Just to tell you that, mental illness isn't something that's built from only one trauma. Sometimes it's a chain of events that happen over the years. There's a lot more in his backstory that led him to such a messed up situation. It'll be slowly unfolded. Thank you so much for all the comments you guys leave everyday. Each of them is precious to me and trust me I'm glad you feel all these emotions and share with me. Hugs❤️
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Dispute Marriage: No Terms and Conditions Chapter 50 : Flashback-1
Samuel I started distancing myself ever since I was young. It was when I was ten and I got the opportunity to get into one of the most renowned schools through a sports scholarship. Spending five years of my life alone as a child was difficult but I preferred it that way. Mom would come to visit me every month, driving more than two hundred miles to spend the weekend before I eventually moved to the UK for a whole year when I was fourteen. I hadn't seen Mom for a whole year. My scholarship could be renewed since the club didn't want to lose me. But I didn't take the opportunity after I was done with the last league I played in the UK. That was the year I turned fifteen, yet to finish the tenth grade. The new school year was about to start and I was torn between the two decisions to make. Either fill in the form and stick with my life as the way it had been, or get a ticket and fly back to Texas. To mom. To everyone. I did the only thing I always did when I needed an answer. I wen
Dispute Marriage: No Terms and Conditions Chapter 51 : Flashback 2 : Adorable Trouble
Samuel The thing happened that I feared the most. Mom said it would be best if I joined the school Chrisanna, Eric and Kylee were in because it was the best school in the city. However, she told me I wasn't forced to go to that school if I didn't want to. But St. Blufecent has been the only school in the city which had a professional soccer team and was associated with a huge club. At that point, if I prioritised anything, it was my passion for soccer. I wanted to be in the best team for the best opportunities in future since I left the club that could take me where I wanted to be in the next decade.But at the same time, it was like a risky action to make when I had a full-length distraction growing as a whole girl. The damn girl with whom I shared a brotherly relationship just a second before she crashed over me and all my old sentiments went out of the window. Maybe, that's what happens when you take a break from seeing each other and grow up from kids to teenagers being apart.
Dispute Marriage: No Terms and Conditions Chapter 52 : Flashback 3 : You are you
Chrisanna"Oh, girl. You're again in trouble. You know that?" Dr Vega says while treating the bruises under my eyes and jaw.I hiss a bit, cursing that whole gang of assholes inside of my head. I could have trashed each of them if Samuel didn't come my way. Now, I'm in the school doctor's room, still shaking in anger."Yeah", I scoff as Dr Vega shakes her head in disbelief. "You have sworn to visit every week, haven't you? Fighting and beating people isn't a solution"I roll my eyes at her overused lectures when my gaze abruptly locks with Samuel's piercing cold eyes. Something happens to me with that stare and I can't help but feel a little nervous under his intense gaze. I look away, trying to focus on the long speech of Dr Vega to avoid that thing that was making me unknowingly so nervous. I completely forgot that he literally lifted me and carried me like a potato sack and we were on a damn display from the classroom to the doctor's room. He didn't speak a word after that. And
Dispute Marriage: No Terms and Conditions Chapter 53 : Flashback 4 : Sleepover
Samuel Uncle Scott invited us for dinner at their place. I would have turned it down if the invitation came from someone else. Gatherings suffocate me. However, I was still battling with my mixed feelings for Chrisanna. I knew I had the very first crush of my life on her. And it was going to give me a tough time. I had to keep myself away from her— no— keep my feelings away from her because she was clingy and wouldn't let me stay away. And also because it had already been hard for me to do that. I regretted not having friends to talk to. I wish I could tell someone about the crazy things I was going through. Eric had been a good friend ever since and we used to talk once a month through the only social media I use rarely. But there was no way I could share that with Eric when he was her best friend.Google came to be the only friend I could share anything with. And I was so shocked when I typed half of the sentence and my question automatically was on the suggestion list. I guessed
Dispute Marriage: No Terms and Conditions Chapter 54 : Flashback 5 : I saw you first
Samuel I feel a sudden surge of chill through my blood. My hand clutches around the strap of my backpack as I scowl at him. I don't know if I'm irritated, pissed, or kinda hurt by that damn word!"Hey!" Chrisanna exclaims, laughing. "I don't want another rumour before it gets official"A kind of suffocation builds inside of me as they keep talking. It should not affect me. I don't expect anything from Chrisanna and her life isn't my business. "Bye", Chrisanna says as the guy walks past us. I hold the urge back to ask anything from her. But I wonder if the guy will be good enough for her. I have been protective of Chrisanna whenever we were together. It didn't matter to me before.But now, I fear that if I show my genuine protectiveness, she might think I'm jealous which I partially am, but not more than I'm worried.We walk slowly toward the class as Chrisanna clears her throat."He's not my boyfriend yet", she tells me. I wish there was no 'Yet'That means, there's a chance he ca
Dispute Marriage: No Terms and Conditions Chapter 55 : Flashback 6 : An intruder
Chrisanna"You're sure about this?" "I thought you never asked me if I was sure about something?" paa raises his left eyebrow while sipping from his coffee."Yeah. But when you don't like the idea of me dating right now I surely do have some doubts", I scoff, rolling my eyes."I surely don't like the idea but that doesn't mean I would find the guy suitable enough for you to date and still rush him off", he shrugs.It's weird to have such an open relationship with parents because it's just weird. Sometimes I feel like it would be much better if I had controlling parents and I could do anything behind their back and not feel bad about that. Now, I can stop informing them about anything that could be a big change to my life. Like my first boyfriend. Initially, paa didn't appreciate the idea of me having a boyfriend before twenty but he wouldn't stop me from having one. I ended up telling him about Marshall and he asked me not to answer Marshall until he asks me to. And he did what he h
Dispute Marriage: No Terms and Conditions Chapter 56 : Flashback 7 : Feelings of Fifteen
ChrisannaAs I enter the music room, I find Marshall facing the door straight, cross-armed, blank gaze. I walk inside, keeping the door open since I know Samuel is standing against the wall. I don't know why I agreed with him to be with me. It's not like something is gonna happen. It's school. The safest place ever. But I had a kind of gut feeling to have him by me. "What's up?" I ask casually walking inside."Would you close the door, please?" he says.I tilt my head towards the door. "No"He nods, not arguing over that."Why did you call me here? I thought I gave you the answer", I tell him.He exhales deeply, rubbing his forehead. "You did. But that's not the only answer I wanted", he looks up at me, slightly pissed."I wanna know the reason""Reason of?""Reason for rejecting me", he says. "You took ten damn days, Chrisanna. What were you thinking? I wanna know what made you reject me like that", he's clearly offended. I gulp down. "I don't think you should be asking that to so
Dispute Marriage: No Terms and Conditions Chapter 57 : Flashback 8 : Runway
Chrisanna "I'm going to Jenny's party. It's in her place. Who's coming with me?" I look at Samuel and Eric, hands on my waist, tight-eyed at the lunch table as they pass glances at each other. "Every time I was up to something with you, I got caught and had my PC seized by Dad as punishment", Eric seethes. I look at Samuel and he just looks here and there."What about you?" I gasp."Me?""Yes, kid. You. You're the only well-mannered one. No one is gonna doubt you", I say.He rolls his eyes. "Why do you both always try to screw me just because of that?"Eric laughs."What's this party about?" Samuel frowns. "Her sweet 16th birthday party. I wanna go. It'll be a full night party and I have to sneak out""You didn't get permission for that?" Samuel gasps."No all-night party", I groan. "Have you ever been to a party before? I don't think you went to one. At least, not in a whole year I have been here", Samuel says. "It can be my first time", I tap on the table. "Come on. You guys sh
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