Part: 19 Because I love you

I have been ignoring him for three days. Neither I'm opening his messages nor I'm answering his calls. I muted him and archived his messages on WhatsApp, I thought that It would become easy for me to ignore his messages by doing this, but it didn't become easy. It is killing me deep inside to ignore him. I'm feeling like my heart have been beating slowly since the day I left talking to him. I remain restless the whole day and can't able to sleep at night properly. My soul and my heart is yearning to talk to him.

If this is not love, then what is it?

I'm lying on my bed at night, having no sleep in my eyes. After three days, I opened archived messages and widened my eyes in shock after seeing a hundred plus messages of him. He would be so anxious for me. I closed my eyes dejectedly and exhaled deeply before opening my eyes.

I opened his message and read a few of them. He was just begging me to talk to him in every message.

Oh god, I should talk to him. I'm doing wrong with him. This