Part: 85 Nightmares

A Month passed away of our separation. She's busy with her college exams and I'm keeping myself busy with my office work. We talk every night before sleeping and sometimes we sleep, gazing at each other through the video call. I haven't been feeling so well lately. Nightmares have started haunting me again. I don't want to lose her like I had lost my mother in my childhood. I'm extremely afraid to lose her. Every night, I'm seeing only one dream that she's not with me, she left me like Mom. I'm not sharing this with my Princess because I don't want to make her worried. For now, I just want her to concentrate on her exams. I don't want to give her stress. I'm sure if she comes to know that nightmares aren't letting me sleep, she will come and make me sleep. I badly needed her, but I don't want to put her and our mom's life at risk because of me. I needed her badly, but I can't tell her. I'm feeling so helpless.

That Bitch Jiya, once I find her I won't leave her for keeping us away. I'