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Since Claire died, our lives were fairly peaceful. Nikolai and I still worked and then met at the end of the day. It was domestic and for the first time, I registered that I was married and I loved it.

“ What do you want to do now? “ Nikolai asked.

I knew that he referred to all the free time that we had since we were free now that we had nothing to worry about. We were in the garden relaxing. He was laying on the grass and I was laying on his chest.

I sighed in contentment and snuggled closer to him.

“ You know I just remembered that we have never gone on a honeymoon. We got married and didn’t take that opportunity for a getaway. “ I said.

I knew I should have realized earlier but with all that was happening, a honeymoon was the last thing on our minds. I missed a vacation.

“ Oh, yeah? I didn’t realize it either. Do you want to go on a honeymoon? “Nikolai asked.

I shrugged my shoulders because I didn’t know what I wanted. On the one hand, I wanted to go on the other hand I thought th