Meriall took her hands in hers and pressed them firmly. “Where have you been?” She asked vehemently. Her eyes were sprouting longing as if she was waiting for her like her son. “I was…I was gone,” Renai replied in a haze. Her heart was heavy remembering those painful days when she was disposed of by Lord Bancroft’s sword of honour.“But why?” Meriall scooted closer to her and cupped her one cheek as she had grown closer to her after the revelation. For years she yearned to meet the woman who had captured his heart at such a young age. “Why have you left when you knew my son was madly in love with you,” Meriall complained in a soft tone, but the hurt was evident in her every word. “I didn’t know that. I thought he would forget me as I was no good to him,” Renai revealed to her truthfully. It was the half-truth. “Nonsense. He destroyed himself in your loss. He would have been a different man today if you had stayed,” Renai stared at her as she openly accused her of something she was
36Zebian was in his own world during the whole journey back to Sebria. With his eyes glancing at the sky-blue clouds, he was lost in his bubble where only his rose lodged. His heart was fluttering with explosive love for her from the moment Lucian’s words got to his heart. She made him cookies. He least expected it but she proved him wrong. His little one did have a spot for him but she was stubborn enough to admit it. It’s okay…it’s alright by him. If she wanted to play cold, she could. He would give her time to settle back into their new journey but the second her mask of indifference would slip off, he would screw with this waiting and show her how much she belonged to him.Zebian closed his eyes and tipped his head back before sighing deeply. He thought he would never stop punishing her for the pain she had given him but now, it was becoming the hardest thing to do. His heart was melting for her. Asking him to blend in her madness again. Love her like there was no tomorrow and fo
She blinked twice at the ground before walking toward Renai. Renai sucked a breath, staying immobile. “Would you like to have a walk with me?” Meriall asked her. Renai’s eyes widened at the grass. “I would be a fool to say no, my queen,” Renai glanced up and replied courteously. Meriall gave her a pleased smile and shot her head to her right to clue. Renai smiled back and turned to begin walking beside her. For a few steps, both were quiet until Meriall felt the need to break the silence, “The weather seems nice,” She commented. “Yes, it is,” Renai agreed. “I see, you are kind with children, I suppose you cherish them,” Meriall stated, her eyes gleaming with adoration and contentment. Seeing her with that girl induced many wishes in her heart. Just if… Renai couldn’t reply as all of a sudden Meriall said. “May I ask you one question?” Renai felt a tug at heart but nodded her head. “Sure,” She fisted the sides of her peach dress.“Would you like to have children of your own one d
Zebian was witnessing the happening with his utmost interest. His eyes were closely following every move. His heart jolted by her kind gesture. From the way she was asking her if the little bird was okay to blowing air on legs. A glow of concern never left her face. His hands immediately balled into fists, he controlled himself for not tossing her on his shoulder and taking in his room already. This woman was doing him unimaginable things. “I think she would like to have a daughter first but she has to give birth to a son first,” Meriall commented as they both watched the duo. Zebian smiled and glanced at her narrowly. Meriall smiled back. “Your rose is back,” she stated, taking Zebian aback. “What? You thought I didn’t know that? I’m a mother, your majesty,” Zebian couldn’t mask his wide smile and pulled Meriall in a side hug. ”You shock me,” He replied. “I wish you well,” Meriall cherished his embrace with eyes closed. “And she loves kids,” Zebian chuckled and shook his head. H
37The shock was diffused all over the king’s face. His eyes were locked on the woman whose head was bowed in both; respect and tremor. He swallowed down the hard pill and bewilderingly blinked at her. Renai let out a shaky breath and straightened her posture, her eyes were never daring to lift up. Whereas Arlet was still reeling from the shock she witnessed a moment ago. Being the king's concubine, she was privileged to enter his room without seeking his permission. When she heard of the incident she couldn’t hold herself from not visiting him, but now her audacity had caused her a ticket of handful trouble. Glancing at the king’s reaction, she was certain her death was looming around. He would snap her head any time. “I..I shall be leaving,” Renai babbled and stepped ahead to leave but Zebian held her wrist, stopping her feet right away. She let out a stifled breath and tilted her head over her shoulder to glance at their hand contact. Her glossy eyes trailed up from their skins
“Rose, what is this?” Zebian glanced at her face and back to the splinter that was near her wrist. “Put it down, it’s not really brave of you,” Zebian warned her with his finger pointing at the wrist as he stepped ahead. “I will hurt myself if you hurt her,” Renai stepped back when Zebian tried to step ahead. “No, stay where you are, I said I will hurt myself,” She neared the splinter to her skin. Zebian stepped back.“Okay, stop, this is not funny and I am not liking it,” Zebian gritted out, downbeat. “Let her go and I will stop,” Renai demanded. Zebian gave her a stern eye with his head tilting. “If you won’t then I will die with her,” A tear streamed down her eyes. “What do you think you are doing?” Zebian wasn’t liking her defiance. She was definitely trying to coax him into manipulation but both of them knew it wouldn’t finish well for her in the end.“What I should have done long before,” She pressed the piece against her skin and blood started to seep out. His soul jumped o
Zebian was screwed to find any good in her words. It only evaluated his fury. Slamming his fists on either side of her head. He fanned out heavy breaths on her face while fixing his stare on her.Renai flinched poorly. “A whore like her can never be my woman,” His hand snaked to her neck and he wrapped his fingers around it. A fresh coat of sweat smeared against his fingerpads. “She can’t be called her grace, for it is only for a woman who I shall choose,” He pulled her close, bent to her level and joined his forehead with hers, inhaling her breaths. Their lips had a fraction of an inch gap. “Which I had chosen long before when I had sealed her lips with mine beside that tree. I chose her the moment I fell in love with her. I chose her to be my woman, be the queen of my heart and realm and produce me an heir for my throne who would run my legacy,” his hand trailed down her dress only to slip it beneath the fabric. His fingers precisely caressed her joined knees, gliding all the wa
38This all was too much for her. His hands everywhere on her body, his kisses all over her skin, his words threatening to spellbind her mind, his affection extracting sense out of her system. Everything was too much. His love and hatred were wrecking her whole existence.She couldn’t fight off the dilemma. Her tears silently vacating her eye-sockets as he skimmed down the bridge of his nose to her cheek and placed his soft lips on the track of her tears, line by line he drank all of them. His warm breath suffused tingles all over her upper-body. One moment she wanted to surrender but the next, her mind would reel off those vicious moments that she and others had borne because of him. He was the one who commanded that man Larford to trick her. He was the one who locked her up in that dark room and instructed Basina to whip her back just for his gratification, he was the one who kept those women as slaves because they resembled her and tortured them for something they were unknown of.