Chapter 114

Chapter 114

Cleo

I've come to the conclusion that ; "acceptance isn't the end of  the grieving process .  It is the ones who are living, a and left behind; that have to deal with the fact that they have lost something that cannot be replaced ,and they want it back . Just when I'm dealing with my brother in law's suicide , that was investigated and ruled as a suicide... I have to deal with losing my third child with my husband .

Angelo wasn't there when our first two babies died...and that left him feeling guilty because he had to learn to let go and come to terms with not being there when the unthinkable happened . This loss however happened when he was present and it happened after a misunderstanding that gave our marriage bit more character and depth .

They say that ;when the one thing you've  always been afraid of happens to you , you are not afraid of it happening again. Death however is  a different kind of monster especially