Chapter 18

Chapter 18 

Cleo 

I don’t think that I have threshold for not being told what’s going on and being left in the dark. I am sometimes impulsive and the first thing I do when I feel like I am not being told what I need to know or stuff is being kept from me I bail. It is linked to a fear  That was instilled in me as kid and manifested into a flight response as an adult.  When I was told that Daniel had died ; I was in denial at first and I could not believe  what my ears heard and my heart struggled to understand. They kept the information from me  until I tried to call Daniel about a boy who  was giving  me trouble, and when I informed my mother  that I was going out she told me to sit down I knew that something was wrong because she looked sad and distressed .

When she broke the news to me the day was just a sad. Bereavement is the worst feeling ever; you know you&r