Chapter 33
Angelo
I don’t like fighting with Daniel he is my brother and my wife’s half brother . I haven’t told Cleo the truth about what went down between me and Arabella . The reason I arrived later than expected was because we got into a bit of a situation that resulted in be ending up in bed with Arabella . I was high and for the first time in a long time I felt so good behaving badly. I behaved out of character and now it’s starting to catch up with me in the worst of ways . I don’t even know if my encounter with Arabella was caught on tape because she has always been an exhibitionist . I should have never went to the club I should have just called it a night and flew down to Cape Town . I told Cleo that I got high But what I didn’t tell her was that I had a really steamy session with my ex and her brother caught me out
Chapter 34CleoA couple of weeks laterI can love you without hesitation and give you all of me withholding nothing . I can also leave you and take everything I have if you betray me in any way because; once I say I do , I really mean it . I take love seriously and no matter how much I want to believe that I am lucky in love , I almost seem to come up short. I sometimes think that I am cursed to have every guy that I love cheat on me with their exes.I always break my heart to save guys that everyone has written off. I see them for who they really are and not for once doubt that they have a big heart and goodness inside of them… They are just misunderstood and what people perceive as cold and heartless is actually a defense mechanism.I am at a point where I am doubting the people around me and what’s worse is that I am doubting
Chapter 35AngeloIt's been a hectic couple of weeks and by that I mean ; I just realised the amount of power and influence I have in different parts of the country. I now know why they wanted both me and my twin brother dead , it had to do with control and territory. Being both a Massa and a Luca I was always a threat and ,apart from the fact that my uncle left Cleo the property with the landing strip we run every city and town.When I woke up and Cleo wasn't by my side, I knew that I had more than messed up with what I did . I take full responsibility and I want to try and fix my fuck up. I ruined a perfectly good woman by taking advantage of her love for me. I lied yes but don't want anyone else I want her and our family back together.Nicolai has always been loyal to me and we go way back . When Daniel told me about Cleo leaving I didn't hesitate tell him to track her down b
chapter 36 CleoI didn't see the car coming all I know is that I am in pain and my baby girl is screaming. I had just walked out of an argument I had with Angelo and Pia was running towards the street chasing a ball . The moment I called at her she stopped and looked at me and pointed at her red ball. I told her to stop but she didn't listen I tried to catch up with her but she was too fast when the ball hit the car , I ran as fast as I could to get Pia out of the way . I managed to push her out of the way making her land on the lawn by our neighbours house , but the driver ended up crashing into me .All I remember was getting hit and landing onto the cars screen . When the car stooped abruptly I ended up landing on the ground face up . For a moment my whole life flashed before my eyes and that included the past five years with Angelo and the kids . All I could hear was the ball bouncing. I was about to give
Chapter 37AngeloFour weeks laterThe past couple of weeks have been hectic , to the point where I don’t know if I am coming or going . A week before the twins birthday after I tracked down Cleo ; I found out that Cleo had seen a lawyer with regards to filing for separation. I wasn’t having it .I finally found someone who loves me no matter what shape I take or condition that I am in, and in true Michelangelo style; I go and cock everything up . I used to never feel bad for cheating because the problem was with me but , but right now the problem was with me and my hormones , or better yet my inability to exercise self control . I wasn’t completely honest when I told the whole story . I didn’t miss Arabella in fact the only thing I was thinking about when I was fucking and not making love to Arabella, was Cleo. I was horny and high which was a bad combination . I made a mistake that not only hurt my family
Chapter 38CleoI am so pissed at Angelo . What he did to me while I was meeting Mark for coffee almost made me lose it . We still weren't sleeping together in the same bed,and what was worse is that we hadn't made love in a long time. I was missing the physical touch that came standard with every relationship and I also missed the Angelo that would flip if he didn't know where I was if he woke up and found me gone. As far as I was concerned his silence spoke volumes.We were acting like roommates who actually civil towards each other. Ava didn't notice because we made sure she was asleep before we went to our seperate rooms . I woke up early Saturday morning and made sure I left before everyone . While I was waiting for Marc at the coffee shop ; I face timed the kids and made sure they were okay and they wouldn't stop talking . I was pretty sure no one followed me and my bruises were healing on top of everyt
Chapter 39AngeloI get things done that's what I do. I don't like the fact that Marc who was a medium limit, now boardering on hard had time to talk with Cleo and poison her against me. I am a jealous in man and my jealousy knows no bounds . Cleo had asked me why I said what I had said that; I don't deserve her, I instead kissed her to avoid the topic we needed to discuss and also cause I missed her body on my body . Even being around her was making me uncomfortably hard in a good way.I was also crying which has never happened before in a while . So basically I was turned on by my wife and I was emotional too and it made me feel as free as a wild horse.Cleo placed her hands on my wrists and pulled them gently away from her face . She bit her bottom lip and shook her head . I did the same because she left my lips all tingly making me want to smash
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Chapter 41AngeloI’d like to believe that I am not a jealous man . The correct term that I like to use is territorial. I have never loved this hard before and the past couple of years that I have been with Cleo I have been challenging to say the least and I really need a break , or better yet we need a break and it feels as if every time we take a break something always happens to get in the way of our happiness . I get that I am not perfect and that I have messed up , but seeing a picture of my wife with someone from her past looking happy , hell there is even a video of them singing a song that’s meant to be sung at weddings . She went to a wedding without me and a picture of her and that man kissing was taken and it made the social pages . What the damn hell.When Cleo tried to touch me I lifted both my hands up and shook my head .“ Don’t Cleo just don’t . ““ Blue wait.