Winning Britany back.

I walk to the balcony just to stare outside and he came to me.

“ Thank you for coming around” he says.

I look back and didn’t say a word. He came to stand beside me and I just look away then he repeated word he had said earlier.

“ Thanks for accepting to come with the kids” he said.

“ And that doesn’t mean I want to be here, I am thinking of taking the kids with me for few days” I said.

“ If you do not forgive me , you have every right not to” He said.

“‘I am sorry, it’s from the depth of my heart, I know I messed up, please give me a second chance, the kids needs you, I need you” he says.

I look into his eyes and just walk away , he ran after me to catch up within me , he held my hand but I pull out my hands from his hands.

I walk into the room that I use to stay while I was a nanny in the house.

I went to lay in the bed but I couldn’t sleep, i was thinking of what he said to me.

The truth is I wanted to forgive him but I didn’t want to make it easy for him.

I love him too, I am miss