Chapter 88: TAMMY

"I can't believe you lost yours without me." Belle pouted at me and looked affronted.

"Uh, I didn't know we were doing that." Leave it to her to get my mind off of what troubles me.

"You know what I mean, I thought we would do it like at the same time, but it looks like you're way ahead of me." She was fighting to hide her stupid grin like she's been doing for the past hour or so.

I'd told her about my little escapade with Shane the day before because hey, she's my best friend and we're supposed to share. And also because, after the fact, I'm just a tad bit scared about what's going to happen to the rest of my life.

A little melodramatic no doubt, but that's how my mind works. I think I consumed self-doubt in my mother's milk.

After we'd done the deed and gone to the hospital to see Sian, he'd taken me home, or followed me home was more accurate.

It had only taken that long for the glow to fade and worry to set in. It felt as though I'd achieved the ultimate goal and now there w