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It had been three days since Hiro left, and I had been experiencing this kind of longing for someone for the first time. Maybe it would have been different if he hadn't left right after that passionate night we'd spent together. I kept recalling every detail, I could feel that sensation, his touch, and as soon as I was feeling I was able to deal with it, I felt asleep and dreamt about that night!
He was genuinely the only person that could make me emotionally unstable up to that point where I suffered from extreme mood swings every ten minutes. I acted like a spoiled child, fortunately, only in front of myself, since I had never contacted him on my own, because I didn't want to disturb him. Nevertheless I felt helpless, unable to control my own, stupid emotions. I was weak, too weak.
“Ana, get it together! He didn't left forever, it will be only couple of days! How are you qualified to stand by his side, if you act in that pitiful way?!” I scolded myself ov
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