Gwyneth's POV
"It's my birthday. Are you coming home?" My heart almost melted when I saw Jase's sad face. "I miss you mommy."
I haven't been home for a long time, especially since Kalex and I got along. I'm losing time with my son. I was so happy with what was happening that I forgot to make time for him. It's his birthday one day and no matter what happens I'll make sure I get home.
"Of course baby, I will be there on your birthday." she cocked her head to one side and seemed to be deep in thought. "What are you thinking baby?"
"Mommy, can I go to your place?" My eyes widened at his question. She leaned forward to the phone. "Please mommy, I want to go there please?"
"H-ha? Why do you want to go here baby ? That's where we are. "I won't risk
Gwyneth's POV5 years agoI lightly scratched my nose when I felt something touched it. Then on my cheek. I slowly opened my eyes when I heard a faint laugh."Morning Babe." Kalex smiled at me. I woke up when I realized I was in bed and with Kalex."H-ha?" I looked around. I saw our clothes strewn on the floor. I immediately looked at my body."What's wrong?" He asked worriedly. I think he realized that I was surprised.I was surprised but I'm not that drunk to forget what happened last night, but the look on his face made me want to tease him. I love teasing Kalex."Something happened?""Oh come on." Kalex covered his face. I bit my inner cheek to prevent myself from laughing. "You were drunk ! fuck! I knew
Gwyneth's POVJase and I were strolling at the mall and shopping. I bought him the clothes he wanted but he seemed more excited about the toys we bought."Jase, what else do you want?" Smiling I told him as we motioned to the clothes section. He stared at it then shook his head."No mommy, I want that one." She pointed at the Go Kart race track toys on display. "I want to play that one.""But baby, you have enough toys already." he frowned."I bet daddy loves toy cars too because you don't, and lola mama said you really inherited from your daddy. That's what she always says to me. "I was silenced because of what my son said. I didn't know that Jase liked to read magazines. I feel like I'm missing with Jase growing withou
Kalex's POVI was walking at the mall to get to where Gwyn and Alex are but stopped when I saw a flower shop and decided to buy Gwyn a bouquet. I'm not a romantic type of guy but I wanted to make her feel special. I bought tulips for her and I was even whistling while walking.I'm so excited to see her. It's been two days since I last saw her and those days feels like hell. Damn. I'm so helpless when it comes to her but I don't mind.I feel like Gwyn will soon love me. Just a little and he will love me too.I went inside the restaurant where she said they were but i didn't see them. My brows furrowed, I told her to wait for me. I searched again in case I just missed them and I took out my phone when I didn't.I turned around when I heard a child crying being talked to by one of the crew ... or is it the manager? I don't know.The boy turned his back on me and
Gwyneth's POV"Is there something that's bothering you?" Kalex asked as he stopped in front of my building.I knew he noticed something was wrong with me. I just can't concentrate on being with him because I kept on thinking about Jase and my guilt of not telling him about our son. Whenever I look at him smiling I always wonder if he will still smiles at me like that when he finds out that I hid our child from him."Gwyn," He removed his seat belt and moved closer to me before he held my face for me to look at him. "You can always tell me everything... everything. I will try to understand whatever your problem is and whatever it is we'll face it together. Alright? "He smiled at me and because of that I couldn't stop crying. I don't deserve him. I am not deserving of his love and yet here he is. I should
Gwyneth's POV"Jase! Be careful!" I told him as he walks ahead of me. We just finished eating out because today is his last day with me and mama will pick him up later.It also helped that Kalex had a meeting today so I didn't have to worry that he might see Jase and me. I also told Alex to tell me updates about Kalex' whereabouts. Someday, I'll make it up to him. I know how hard it is to him to keep something from Kalex since they are really close."Mommy this ice cream is really good. Why didn't you buy for yourself?" I stared at Jase as he ate the ice cream.Earlier because he was teasing me to buy ice cream in case I was getting cold because recently it was the strength of the rain. I look at my son as he happily eats his mango ice cream, I can see traits of Kalex in his simple gestures and I can't help but to smile.
Gwyneth's POV"Jase, go home with grandma first. I'll catch up later, alright?" She nodded his head and I kissed him before he left with my mother. I could see Kalex following Jase's gaze, as well as the two of them meeting as Mama held Jase's hand away.But my son, being the good boy that he is didn't ask me any question. I walked towards Kalex and sat on the vacant seat beside him."H-How's his wrist?""The doctor said it's just a sprain. It will heal within 2 to 3 weeks." he nodded but he was still looking in the direction where Jase came out. "They'll be there in my unit first." He was quiet for a moment before he took a deep breath and asked."Is he-is he ...?" I want to struggle. I wanted to ask if he was serious about what he wanted to ask. it is very obvious that Jase is his son.&n
Gwyneth's POV"Can I take Jase out tomorrow?" A smile instantly formed on my lips as I heard him. We just tucked Jase in his bed and I can't describe how happy I am to see him like that.Jase added that he did not want to sleep because he felt he was just dreaming. I almost cried out of happiness when I heard him. I know he has been longing to meet his father, that's why he's so happy now."Of course Kalex, he's your son too." I told him as I handed him a coffee. He was silent for a while. "Is there a problem?""I was thinking," He started as he stare at his mug in his hands. There's something really weird about him, its not his hobby to stare blankly not when he's with me. He took a deep breath before he talked again. "Do you want to marry me?" I stared at him dumbfounded of what I heard.Did I really hear it right? Did he
Gwyneth’s POV"Why didn't you tell him?" Alex asked when I finally had the guts to talk to someone about what happened. I stared at the food in front of me. Why? "Tell me."I am a coward for not saying what I truly feel. I know. Maybe I was too afraid that he won't feel the same way anymore. I am so scared to hear from him himself that he no longer loved me. I don’t want to hear because I can’t accept if ever."It's not that simple." He exaggeratedly rolled his eyes and groaned."Ugh! He loves you, you love him so what's complicated there? You're the only one who makes it so complicated.” I sighed.Yes, Kalex told me that he loves me several times but that was before he knew that we have a son. Even though I wanted to marry him, I still can't say yes because he can't even look me straight in the eyes."I don't really understand you." Alex sighed and