Accepting it

Freya pov's

I couldn't stop crying even after Carmine consoled me, everything he said replayed in my memory continuously and I couldn't help but cry more cursing my self and heart.

"Love is a bastard" I cursed holding my heart dramatically and hitting my leg on the wall angrily, my heart is so fragile and stupid for falling in love with no other person than Almighty Noah, gosh I hate myself for this.

It's so embarrassing, forcing my self on a guy who don't care about me, all he could do is to yell and hurt me more with his hurtful words that rips my heart apart and makes me regret falling in love with him, I hate this word called "Love".

Tears couldn't stop rushing out of my eyes, I just let the fall heavily without cleaning any, I was still cursing my self when I heard a knock on my door, they only that came out of my mouth was "come in" without even knowing the person that was knocking, I didn't even have the strength to ask anything.

"Freya what's wrong with you, why are you suckl