I want Carmine’s body

Freya pov's

Everything just happened so quickly like its nothing, if I was told all these are gonna happened to me, I would deny it and won't accept it. This moment is the hardest and dreadest moment of my life, for the past three day, I am just like a lifeless person who don't know what she is doing, from being a foodie to someone who looses appetites at the sight food. Loosing my child is the worst thing that has ever happened to me, I have planned alot of things to do with my child, I feel that's the only human that gives me reason to fight and never give up but everything got ruined within a snap of the finger.

Only the death of my child made me defeat everyone especially my love ones, I just want to be alone and assure myself that everything is gonna be fine even when i know it's not possible but i keep giving myself hopes that it's gonna be okay. I just feel like dying cause there is nothing to live for anymore, everyone i love keep inflicting pains to me. Now my best friend is