Nicole’s regret

Nicole pov’s

I knelt on the floor in the hospital crying out loudly reminiscing of everything i did it to him, all the hurt words and statement no matter how he cares for me even pleading with me, apologizing for everything he did but yet i kept deaf ears to everything and this is me now regretting everything. I wish i didn't let my stubbornness and anger get to me everything wouldn't have turn out this way, he was shot four times because of me and i can't believe the Mighty Noah is laying down lifeless ok the sick bail because of a lame girl like me.

"Gosh, I hate me!!" I hit my hands on the door watching how they treat Noah,it hurts so much and i won't lie. I feel so guilty and dejected right now for doing all those stuffs to him, I literally cause everything, I only wanted him to feel the pains i felt when he rejected me but i went to extreme costing him his life because of my words, what kind of a person i am huh?, I even called him murderer not even thinking if it's gonna rip him