Angelo Lost Cleo is to me what, kryptonite is to superman. My weakness in a good way though,I'd be lost without her. I don't know how she happened all I am is thankful to God and my lucky stars . I am happy she has her parts of her memory back and she remembered that she loved me and loves making love with me. Last night after we talked about the job she was offered; she agreed to explore her options. I personally don't want her to get on that plane . She said ; she would call to cancel the meeting and she was thankful that, I told her how I was feeling. The reason I threw her phone on the floor was because; Salvatore told me he was doing inappropriate things while he was talking with Cleo and that I was lucky he didn't steal her away from me. He admited to sleeping with my ex wife at her funeral. Cleo didn't go for obvious reasons; one of them being that she had no right to be there , and she didn't want to talk about it. Nina didn't want to have my children. She had left a lett
Running Cleo Running has always been my go to thing, if I need to make sense of everything. I run to clear my head and get rid of any energy that may be harmful to my wellbeing. I went to bed with Angelo and he slept like a baby while I couldn't sleep at all . It felt as if I was being used again. Angelo is by no means asexual. He is a sensualist through and through and when it comes to the things he loves he goes all out. Physically our connection is off the charts , we need a little work on the emotional side of things , but spiritually we are on the same wave length. I had only slept for an hour after our love making sessions . That man has stamina for days and I am not complaining. I don't think I ever complained. I knew he was tired and needed his rest; the twins were also asleep. I was the only one in the house who was wide awake . I slipped out of bed and decided to go to the home office to work. I had my emergency phone in one of my drawers and it came as no surprise as to
AngeloFound YouWhen someone means everything to you ; you will move; heaven , earth , the in-between , hell , and purgatory to make sure that they are okay. I have always had trouble expressing how I feel ; because I am practical by nature, and stubborn to a certain extent. The only people who can sway me are; my baby girl, my baby boy , and their mother. I don't know why she chose to stay with me after what I put her through , but she sees something in me I can't see. I'd be a fool to let her go , or let some guy steal her away from me ... that's just my jealousy talking. I put tracking devices in Cleo's stuff... I can't be too careful. The Luca's are a very dangerous family. When I talked with my father he said; we had a truce with them .He also told me that Romano knew nothing about Cleo being my girlfriend and he is a guy who usually gets things done. He knew that Cleo knew how to get the job done without any excuses or problems, and he has no control because his son Salvatore .
CleoTalkThere are mornings when you wake up and feel like, you're on top of the world...then there are mornings when you wake up and ask yourself , what the hell happened yesterday; and how did I end up in a room I don't know , with a guy I know. More specifically, I need to pull myself towards myself .I was slowly coming around , and I knew I wasn't home. When I opened my eyes the first thing I noticed was sunlight shining through the curtains , and the whistling sound of the howling wind , indicating that a cold front had hit the province over night . To be honest I felt a bit cold . If I went to sleep alone I must have talked to Angelo. I took a deep breath and my body was talking to me in ways I could understand. I was sore and sort of stiff. I didn't warm down properly after the hike . I gave thanks to my creator, for another day of life. I reached for my phone and looked at the time ; but all I saw was one notification after another... Either I got famous over night , or Ange
Angelo Less clingySaturday nights are the busiest night at the club. The only time we close is when we have to do inventory, have parties planned or the occasional gentleman's club. I don't like clubbing. I like the businesses side of it, but not the part where you have to pay someonew to have a good time. I'd rather stay home with Cleo and do other things. Even the twins get cranky when Cleo isn't around . Pia is sweet, but Pio has gotten into the habit of screaming when he doesn't get his way. Just this morning he didn't want to let go of Cleo. I also want some one on one time with my favourite girl too. Cleo walked in on me telling Pio he can't always have all the time with his mother , and she laughed at me. The cold front had passed and the air was still cold, but it was a bit warmer. Aaron and Alexis had opted for a winter wedding theme at an estate and hour away from the city. When I asked them why they opted for the location, they said; it was the place where they fell in l
Cleo Clubbed out clubbing I love going out with friends and having a great time. Clubbing has never been my scene , nor was having a pre party, before the main party ever an idea that crossed my mind... but Alexis was getting married in a week's time and she saw it fit to have her bachelorette party a week before instead of the day before the wedding. She didn't have a theme for the party , the brief was ; look sexy for a night of fun. I think I had followed the brief because I had put on a long sleeve round neck lbd with thigh high stiletto boots and a red coat to match . I was having drinks with Alexis; Clara , and Amy. I thought I had seen amber from the corner of my eye with a couple of guys , but I brushed it off as my eyes playing tricks on me. After three; mid fucks, sex up against the wall ,and screaming orgasms I wanted my bed . If I wasn't tipsy when we walked in the club ... I was definitely inebriated, to the point of struggling with my balance. I so chose the wrong shoes
AngeloStrength You can only be strong for so long. I always believed being tough, and showing no emotion was for the weak until I met Cleo.I am always certain of a lot of things; but the one thing that always scares me is the fact that nothing is ever guaranteed . Even when you think everything is going well something always tips the balance of things . When Salvatore called me ; I was annoyed , until he told me that it was about Cleo. When I arrived at his club the red brigade was there. There were ambulances and a police car to be exact and I was angst. As soon as I walked out the first person I saw at the back of the ambulance with a blanket over her was Amber. She looked okay; but it seemed like she was in shock . I stopped to check if she was okay."Amber ?"Amber slid off her blanket and ran to give me a hug ."Uncle Michel."She started sobbing and I soothed her by rubbing gentle circles on her back."Shhh angel it's okay you are safe now."I pulled back and she sat down .Sh
AngeloThere comes a point when you realize that you cannot , and I mean cannot control how things turn out. I am not stressed. No I am not. Stress is a condition whereby the sufferer has a misaligned relationship with time. I don't have that. I learned how to play the waiting game a long-time ago in rehab. Right now I feel everything and nothing at the same time and it seriously sucks. It's been a couple of days and Cleo hadn't woken up yet . Marc and Amber are at least on speaking terms and they are both seeing a therapist. I know that's what Cleo would have wanted.Alexis and Aaron were getting married this weekend and I hadn't left Cleo 's side ; except for getting cleaned up and eating. Marc told me that; Cleo would be mad at him if he didn't at least make sure I was fed properly. I didn't want to go to the wedding and leave Cleo alone and she had been okay with my friendship with Alexis . They have even become good friends. Everyone was already at the estate Alexis and Aaron me